msmoon: (Scar Sulking)



Rating: New


Category: Rom-Drama


Viewed On: June 8, 2011


Opinions: While I enjoy watching Robert Redford on the screen as much as any other gal, this movie wasn’t really worth watching. Seriously. Barbara Streisand's character is fairly annoying really. She’s very opinionated and very loud about it. Rob’s character is her opposite. Whereas Barb’s character for everything and struggles for it, he is laid back and easily capable of achieving what he wants. They’re opposite but they attract even if by accident. And even though they’re good together at times it never lasts. So they split… The End. Big whoop. If I wanted to watch relationship fail, I’d watch the Kardashians.

Peach Girl

2011-Jun-07, Tuesday 12:46 pm
msmoon: (Get a Clue from Blue!)


Season 1, Disc 1
Viewed On:
2011, June 7
Film Category: Anime / Ordinary-HighSchool-Romantic-Drama


Opinions & Memorable Moments: Momo kicking bully ass was a great moment.


In this anime we see our protagonist Momo Adachi, a tan girl with red-blond hair (through no fault of her own, she has Ganguro looks). Her nemesis Sae Kashiwagi is a jealous conniving girl who dumps all over Momo’s opinions about clothes, bags, make-up, etc and then copies her. Momo realizes that any time she tells Sae about something she wants, Sae will go after whatever it is. Including guys. When Sae presses Momo about the guy that she likes, Momo tells her that she likes Kairi Okayasu - a popular playboy, who Momo finds attractive but she thinks she doesn’t have a chance with - instead of the guy that she really likes - her long-time crush - Tojigamori Kazuya “Toji”. Sae goes after Kairi immediately after Momo tells her this, but she gets rejected because Kairi knows she’s that type of girl. This wouldn’t be much of a blip on the radar if Kairi didn’t admit that he had noticed and liked Momo… on the next day of school, someone’s written Kairi and Momo’s name on the board under a heart, suggesting they are an item… which causes Kairi’s fangirls to go after Momo. They make the mistake of pushing too hard, and right when she’s about to kick some serious ass, Kairi makes an appearance from the sidelines…cheering for the fight. So, Momo goes to the source of the problem, smacking Kairi. Kairi then reveals that he’s the one who spread the rumor around school that they were together. When Momo confront Kairi about it, he tells her that they have kissed… when she gave him CPR. Two years ago at the beach, Kairi nearly drowned and Momo was a life guard on duty. Momo tells him that it was, in fact, the male lifeguard that gave him CPR. Despite his horror, Momo says that they have to stop the rumor from going around… to which Kairi says the only way to do that is to make it a fact. He takes advantage of Momo being stunned and kisses her. Despite her (eventual) protests, he maintains that if they are going out then no one can accuse her of being a slut. However, Momo finds him a bothersome pox and repeatedly refuses his advances… Toji has a conversation with Kairi to the point of ‘leave her alone if you’re just playing around’, to which Kairi replies that he’s not just messing around. Toji overhears Momo telling Kairi that she doesn’t want his attention because she’s liked Toji since Jr. High. Later, Toji tells Momo that he overheard that and that he likes her too. At this point, realizing that Momo likes Toji and not Kairi, Sae shifts her focus onto Toji… and oh the chaos that ensues.


If this is really what High School is like…then I’m so glad that I was home schooled -..-


Still, I have to say I find it amusing if not slightly intriguing. Momo is easy to identify with. People see her and make assumptions that are false. She’s fairly insecure, which most girls are deep down (even if it’s about something small). But she’s determined and doesn’t take crap from others… to a certain extent.


Unfortunately for Momo, Toji is fairly dense, not to mention stubborn, and he tends to believe the things that Sae tells him instead of Momo…


Sae is basically Momo’s foil. Where Momo is athletic, tan and fair haired, Sae is petite, fair skinned with dark hair. Also, where Momo is direct, Sae is deviously secretive. She’s a quick thinker, managing to achieve most of her goals even when she’s on the spot…but, she’s a horrible person.


At this point, my favorite character is Kairi. Even though he’s known as a play-boy, he doesn’t seem to actually like that status. Also, he’s very fun and affectionate… and though it can come off as though he’s just fooling around, I seriously doubt it. He’s also very persistent and unlike most people he seems very perceptive. He could see through Sae’s facade, not to mention he realizes that Momo isn’t the slut that everyone assumes she is. I secretly hope that Momo gives up on Toji and ends up with Kairi :3


Disc 1 is full of drama and ups and downs… and even though I’m not a fan of high school dramas when… it is mildly entertaining. I have a hard time understanding Sae. Honestly, it seems like she lives only to cause Momo misery. That could be because she’s wrapped up in her own insecurity and uses everything else as a smoke screen. Toji is infuriating and he really doesn’t deserve Momo as far as I’m concerned :| The anime itself is beautiful, graphics wise. The detail on the characters is really superb. Even if the story is pretty old and predictable...Then again, with a subtitle name like "Super Pop Love Hurricane" ... I guess you can't expect too much. 


This certainly isn’t an anime worth owning, but I will be adding the rest of the season to my Netflix queue.

Endless Tornado

2010-Jun-10, Thursday 05:30 pm
msmoon: (Supernatural - Drama!)

I hate ambiguity, and I hate it when things are vague. I like it when people go to each other and say exactly what it is they want to say. I made a statement on Twitter, and for some reason just because I stated my opinion it drew an enormous amount of aggro. Mostly from my cousin, Scamp, but also from a few people I never even met...which is exactly why I didn't bother giving them any replies. Those that are important to me are important... and that's just how it is for me.




I said, and I quote, "What's all this I hear about boycotting BP? So because one rig made a huge mistake we're going to put millions into unemployment? Geeze -..-" I followed a statement that 'BP had to be punished' with "That's a tad illogical. BP is a company. The crew on the rig are the ones who made the mistake. I'm guessing they are paying. And no ammount of punishment will fix the problem -..-" This is a statement that I still believe and stand by.



I've always felt that I could discuss anything with Scamp, because we've always discussed anything with one another before. We didn't always agree, but it didn't seem to matter. I thought her friendship was worth more than our differences... which is how I see all my friends. But then this came up and she seemed to get furious with me... Several things were said. I felt that I stated my opinions objectively. But Scamp said several things as well, and a lot of it seemed as though is was to purposefully hurt me.



She posted that she didn't want 'to hear people on their high horse, preaching' which I certainly didn't think I was doing. I thought I was stating my opinion. She also said that since I'm not physically there I have no right to my opinion... which is not only ludicrous, but hurtful. So, because I've moved that means the place I was born and raised in, the place I spent 25 years growing in, and learning how to live life in, is suddenly none of my business? I can't have an opinion about it because I've moved? I replied with "dont think for an instant that I've forgotten the wetlands. I just understand that no ammount of punishment will make it right. You can punish BP all you want. When your villian is gone, you'll still have oil in your wetlands. Forgive me for seeing a biger picture. It'll only put millions of families into unemployment if you just focus on punishment." She said that she was 'standing up for people who couldn't stand up for themselves'.... to which I replied, "And btw, this is a discussion over twitter. You aren't really standing up for anyone. You're tweeting"... she then said that if I was there she'd say it to my face, which ... wasn't what I meant at all. After all, saying or not saying anything to my face doesn't really qualify as 'standing up for' anyone or anything. It's just talking. To stand up for anything, it actually requires that you do something. And all we were doing was talking.





I was then told that I shoved Christianity down her throat, another thing I don't remember, and that our friendship was under a strain...another thing I was unaware of. I loved it when she'd text me and ask me to listen to her talk about her ideas... I loved working through those ideas with her until she reached a conclusion. And she helped me too. I'd always thought of her as my friend despite our difference and I thought she considered me the same... distance was never an issue either. At least not to me.

She then ended the whole thing with a simple 'see you' and deleted her Twitter account.




I was hurt by everything that was said, but I breathed through it and reasoned that she's probably too sensitive about the issue right now (at least, the whole BP oil spill issue) to look at it objectively, being in the thick of it and all. It still hurt that she couldn't see that any fool who turned on the news, and understood that area, would see and be affected by the situation. I swear, I saw the pictures on the Yahoo news page of the brown pelican covered in oil and I just collapsed into sobs...I told myself to just let her breath, take a breath myself... feel the pain and hope that some time would help us both....





Then Scamp posted a huge entry in her journal saying, essentially, that her friends never treated her as well as she thought, and it was only in looking back that she realized it. She mentioned that some of them talked behind her back, and she always heard about it, and she said that people saw her as a friend of leisure...she also said that some people complain that their friends forget them and she didn't understand why they treated her the same way. She didn't name names, I noticed and after reading it I concluded that it had nothing to do with me. There was another few posts, one of which was deleted, but I still was too hurt to comment. I couldn't say anything because every time it just hurt and depressed me.





But then I began to wonder.... is she talking about me? Because that can't really be possible. I treat her badly? I neglect her? I talk behind her back? I treat her as a friend of leisure? No... I certainly wasn't a friend of leisure every time she mentioned that she needed a break and I drove 4 hours to pick her up and bring her to my place. Considering gas prices, it wasn't convenient but it was always worth it because being with her is fun and I always enjoyed it, despite the fact that I had to go out of my way and get her. I would say it also wasn't 'convenient' to pay for everything - every meal and every movie we went to. And believe me, meals at Zen weren't always cheap. And the many gifts that I got for her? The 50th anniversary edition Lord of the Rings and leather-bound Hobbit (books I didn't have for myself, I bought them for myself later). Or I wouldn't say that I'd forgotten about her when I won the once a month drawing for Figure Prints and automatically thought, "I gotta get Fallena for Scamp!!".... These were all things that I just did without even thinking about them, because it just seemed natural. I certainly don't remember ever talking behind her back about her, though I got a few lectures from people about her talking about me and Mom behind our backs.... should I believe all those horrid things that were told to me? 




I texted Reiko, a simple message 'Am I a difficult friend?' She immediately called me back, asking why the hell I would ask. I explained what was going on. There were several 'what!''s  on her part, but I told her to think about it, because I hate to just dismiss someone's words... I asked her if she thought our friendship was strained because we were so far apart. There was a pause and then several expletives later, Reiko had heartily assured me (in her own way) that she couldn't fathom it. That she and I had been friends since she was 9 and that even though we were so different, she'd always thought of me as her closest friend.



I told her that maybe I should call more often, but I feel like I'm the one with no life, so I'd just be bothering everyone. I mean, Reiko has her job and her husband... Scamp has various ailments and I hate the thought that I'd bother her when she's in pain, and she's also got a fiance that she's separated by a greater distance than me, so... I feel like I might call and interrupt them or something... And Chibi...well, Chibi's always been so busy with school and she rarely answers her cell anyway... so. Feeling insignificant has made me hesitant to call, and being ignored a lot has made me feel as though when no one is talking to me nothing is out of order. It's not like I have a lot to report, so why bother calling or e-mailing? 



Reiko told me to call her whenever, and not to even worry about anything. So at the very least, I know that she doesn't feel I've behaved badly (Oh yeah, and Reiko was in Louisiana after a cousin's wedding, and she had the nerve to tell me she was eating crawfish -..- cruel girl). It made me feel a little better, but it still really didn't resolve the issue.



It feels like a tornado I'm just being swept up into, and I keep going round and round and round....And the more I go, the more hurt I am that all those good times are gone. Either way I look at it, I can't help but feel hurt and betrayed and cheated. And because I'm so hurt by it all, I just sit here and tell myself not to react. But I'm not feeling any better. I resolve not to be miserable, but even thinking about it is like gouging and new wound.



I don't really know what to think anymore. I'm just... hurt and confused. And I really just want to take a breath, and go back to how things were. But, I'm not sure if it will anymore...

Tweet-a-lee-dee

2010-Jun-07, Monday 11:45 pm
msmoon: (Twitter)
Take a look at my Tweetin' :3

 

  • 09:43 It feels really nice out... Are we expecting rain? #
  • 10:26 O..O #
  • 10:31 I have never seen clouds like that O..O I was so busy taking pictures I got soaked. #
  • 11:37 The weather today was really strange. Surprisingly cool for summer. I knew rain was on the way, but I had... dailybooth.com/u/37pb9 #
  • 11:49 After about 10 minutes or so, the clouds had totally shifted. Here's a view of my sky now :) dailybooth.com/u/37pic #
  • 11:54 totally uploaded all those pictures to FaceBook.... God, but I do love the iPhoto export to FaceBook feature :) #
  • 12:58 Q:Who was the best boss you've ever had? A:Richard and Ellen over at the WorkSavers :) I'll never have a better job,... 4ms.me/9qcDkc #
  • 15:13 Texting Reiko to ask if she thinks I'm a difficult friend to have because of everyone she and I have had the most ups and downs... #
  • 15:14 ...Not to mention we've stuck together the longest. #
  • 15:48 Reiko called. And said she thinks I'm an amazing friend and any other claims are "F!*%ing Bull Sh%*!!!" ... That makes me feel better. #
  • 15:48 She also said to ignore any tantrums and drama, which is what I'd planned on -..- It's just not a good to react when someone acts out. #
  • 15:51 I've decided not to let myself get depressed anymore. I'll just focus on the good times and hope for the best. #
  • 15:54 I'm gonna just enjoy Difficulty Check now :) #
  • 15:57 Too bad the drama took up most of the show... ah well. I'll download it and listen to it in the shower later. #
  • 16:47 Q:What TV show makes you laugh the loudest? A:The Soup :) When? At 10 (9 Central) on E! :D 4ms.me/cV6U2B #
  • 16:49 @rei2rei omg! I'm so jealous! :D That's so awesome! <..< you do intend to take pictures, yes? :3 #
  • 17:29 Never tried it, but I would. Far be it from me to tell people how & what to eat RT: @JINX

    Yes or no: pineapple in coleslaw? Discuss #
  • 18:22 Shela lives :D #
  • 21:36 ...I keep thinking there's no food in the house, but I think it's just that I'm craving a Whopper. #
  • 22:46 Q:What was the last book you read? A:I'm still trying to get through Stormrage by Richard Knaak -..- 4ms.me/aPRYch #
I text way too much, yo :D


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Tweet-a-lee-dee

2010-Jun-04, Friday 11:45 pm
msmoon: (Twitter)
Take a look at my Tweetin' :3

 

  • 09:58 Queen Anne's Lace has been popping up all over the place. The flower has such an intricate pattern,... dailybooth.com/u/3670h #
  • 11:37 Dad finally finished up pouring the foundation for his shed, with some help from the boys and the pastor. #
  • 12:10 We're headed to Branson :) #
  • 13:32 What's all this I hear about boycotting BP? So because one rig made a huge mistake we're going to put millions into unemployment? Geeze -..- #
  • 13:35 @Davlenagain People in general rarely make sense. Suppose they wont try for it now. #
  • 13:38 @wotcherscamp That's a tad illogical. BP is a company. The crew on the rig are the ones who made the mistake. I'm guessing they are paying. #
  • 13:39 And no ammount of punishment will fix the problem -..- #
  • 13:43 @ShinnodaDude Six letters: google. It's major news. #
  • 13:44 This should sound out to other oil companies the importance of saftey regulations... My dad's rig just did that procedure with no problems. #
  • 13:45 Countless rigs do that, but they follow the safety regulations. #
  • 13:48 @wotcherscamp It's illogical because punishing BP as a whole will involve punishing people in no way connected to this. #
  • 13:49 @wotcherscamp If your dad worked for BP he'd be out of a job, and through no fault of his own. #
  • 13:51 @wotcherscamp dont think for an instant that I've forgotten the wetlands. I just understand that no ammount of punishment will make it right #
  • 13:54 You can punish BP all you want. When your villian is gone, you'll still have oil in your wetlands. Forgive me for seeing a biger picture. #
  • 14:04 It'll only put millions of families into unemployment if you just focus on punishment. #
  • 14:08 @wotcherscamp You know, if I didn't know any better, I'd think you were actually picking a fight when all I did was state a simple opinion. #
  • 14:13 @wotcherscamp All I said is that punishing everyone connected to BP wont solve any one's problem. Still fail to see where that's wrong. #
  • 14:16 @wotcherscamp And btw, this is a discussion over twitter. You aren't really standing up for anyone. You're tweeting. #
  • 14:19 By the way, having a dad who works in the oil field. BP is already spending millions a day to plug this hole. #
  • 14:25 That's odd. I thought I was asking you to objectively look at something and see more than your own part of the problem. I appologize. #
  • 14:34 @wotcherscamp You're the one getting worked up over this, not me. I'm just stating my opionion. It doesn't bother me that we disagree. #
  • 14:41 @Davlenagain Tell me about it. Dad working in the industry gives us a unique view into that business. #
  • 15:23 Why hello Branson Landing. #
  • 15:44 Just got through shopping at Belk. I'm set for about a year, and, dear God, but it was much needed. #
  • 17:10 Home. Fixing a home spa thingie up for Mom :) #
  • 17:17 So tired... and so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I actually can't wait till my doctor's appointment -..- #
  • 17:24 This is a picture my dad took of me and my horse Rocky. I was probably about 16 or 17, so this was about 10... dailybooth.com/u/36drq #
  • 18:21 It doesn't matter anymore... #
  • 21:23 Gawd...I have the worst sinus head ache now =..= #
  • 21:25 =..= Gotta remember tomorrow to try and forget today. If Mom starts to think I'm depressed, she'll get worried. #
  • 21:27 Can't wait till I can shower... #
  • 22:10 there's a point where you just don't deserve anything you're going through. #
  • 22:52 Towels are washed and put away. Must shower now. Early morning tomorrow =..= #
I text way too much, yo :D


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:(

2009-Oct-21, Wednesday 11:04 pm
msmoon: (Slayers - Bawl)

I'm so depressed and upset with what happened in Youth tonight... but I can't really openly talk about it here. Suffice to say that we may be loosing some of our treasured members, and I'll be unloading over in [profile] ruby_unicorn. A lot of the info that it takes to explain it is confidential so... the entire story will be up there for my sake. So... I'm just going to eat my sandwich, unload and try to forget it all.


Goodnight, Sunshines.

 

Yaviel Isilmiel

msmoon: (OMG! ONOZ!)
I kinda left ya’ll with a cliff-hanger there didn’t I? Opps. Sooo....lots has happened since my last post. Dad’s bedroom still isn’t really finished. The paint is on the wall and it looks great, but we want to repaint the metal bed frame. It’s supposed to be white and due to age it’s more of an ivory right now. So, we got some spray paint and were planning to do that...I’m getting ahead of myself. Let me start with the insanity at its origin.


So, after I left ya’ll Thursday, Mom and Aunt Carolyn came back from the store with spray paint and...whatever else they went there for. We decided that the kilz had dried, and it was time to start painting. So, we set ourselves up with a system, learning from our mistakes with the kilz. Y’see Dad’s room (and mine as well) is panelled, so there are grooves at varying widths throughout the room. When we’d tried to roll on the kilz primer, the grooves left voids. So, we learned, go over the lines with a paint brush first, then roll out the roller! So, the system was, me on the floor taping off the base boards; Mom using a simple brush to paint the lines, and Aunt Carolyn working on the trim around the two windows and ceiling (she’d get to the base boards when I was done taping off). Aunt Carolyn said that she could do the other trim just fine, but due to gravity, she’d need the tape for the base boards....so there ya go. Now, this continued till I’d taped off all the base boards and Mom had painted all the lines. The trim took a lot of time, being as it’s careful work. Then, I grabbed a roller and started painting what I call the center zone.


Center Zone: Painting Ref. - The center of the wall easiest to reach, between the top (nearest the ceiling) and the bottom (nearest the floor).


<..< uh...yeah.../clears throat. So...I had all of one wall painted and half of another, when my hand started to cramp. Mom took over, letting me rest. I didn’t rest long though. I went in and got my camera to get pictures of us actually working and all. Then I came back and started working again. Mom and Aunt Carolyn were both up and tending to the top zone nearest the ceiling........Then....It happened.


Without any warning or provocation, Aunt Carolyn went to step down from the stool she was on to reload her brush, her ankle gave out, she fell down.....and knocked right into the full can of paint, knocking it over onto the carpet in a huge glob ;_;


Yeah...talk about scurrying. We scurried to make sure she was ok, and then I hopped up and ran to the bathroom for towels, ran back to soak up as much of the paint as possible. It didn’t really matter though, the damage had been done. Aunt Carolyn was so upset with herself, but it’s not like it’s something that she did on purpose. Accidents do happen after all, and there’s no use in placing blame. In fact, Mom and I were more upset with ourselves; earlier when we started priming the walls, I told Mom that we should spread that tarp over the entire floor as opposed to just over the computer desk so that if there were any spills it wouldn’t damage the carpet =..= When did I become psychic? Srsly, I don’t want that type of power....at least not until I’ve gotten myself a job in middle management...


>..> ....anyway. So, we soaked the carpet in water, oxiclean, tough stuff and a number of other stain removers. We used Aunt Carolyn’s steam cleaner and Mrs. Karen’s shampooer....the stain isn’t as solid as it was but...it’s still prevalent. Not to mention, the water we used for cleaning and the shampooer seems to have spread, staining most of the carpet surrounding the original stain. I told Mom that it might be time to invest in a room-size area rug to complete the ‘makeover’ :)


Knowing Dad, he’ll probably say, “Looks nice! Paint the entire floor that way!” or something like that. I doubt it’ll really faze him. Still, it was just one of those things that kinda sickens you. Talk about bring the mood down -..- We did finish painting the room, and the walls look awesome (the carpet, not so much). We’ve loaded the dresser and end tables back into the room, and we’d planned on taking the tarp off of the computer desk and putting it outside with the bed frame so that we could spray paint the bed and all....and then it snowed yesterday >..< It was all gloomy, windy and humid Friday, so we really couldn’t have done it then. I mean, that needs time to set and if the conditions are not right, it will look terrible.....so...yeah. As long as we can get one good day...just one good day!....before Wednesday =..= This is looking more and more impossible. Still who knows.


In totally unrelated news, my replacement printer finally arrived. I hooked it up and...it didn’t work at first....so I unhooked it, uninstalled the software, deleted the printer from the computer’s printers & faxes thingy, and then reinstalled the software and re-hooked up the computer. It works fine now (thank God). If it hadn’t worked...I think I might’ve busted a blood vessel in my head at the very least. So now, I just have to box up an ship the old malfunctioned one back.


Oh...yeah...it snowed yesterday. It started around 9 a.m. and they said it’d go till Midnight...not sure if it did (it gets dark out and you just don’t see the white stuff falling), but it definitely got a lot of coverage in. I took some pictures, but most of them are from inside. I did go outside to check the mail and send a letter off to Scamp, so I took pictures when I went out, but the weather really didn’t encourage one to remain out in it. I mean, the wind was so strong, it nearly knocked me down. Not to mentioned all your extremities get that ‘seep in and stay’ cold, to the point they feel like they’re on fire when you step inside. I’d never seen a white out before (well, unless it rained really hard in LA, and I used to call that a gray-out :D), but yesterday almost was one. It was snowing lightly in the morning, but when the latter half of the cold front passed through, from our house, we couldn’t see the trees on the other side of the road o..o Luckily, my Arkansas cold weather initiation began and ended with the January Ice Storm...


...I can’t think of anything else to write...I need to post some pics to FaceBook and MySpace...enh...maybe later =..= I’ll talk later, Sunshines.







You Are From Mercury



You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.

You check in with your friends as often as possible!

You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.

You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.

Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off. Temper your need to know everything.



Yaviel Isilmiel

Jim & Reiko's Wedding

2008-Dec-27, Saturday 08:29 pm
msmoon: (MM - Genki!!)

What a couple of nights. Reiko is officially married, and the whole thing went off without a hitch. The rehearsal was maddeningly long, if only because after the first clueless dry run the bride’s maids broke everything down and rewrote the hole thing. Seriously, we kept just thinking of ways to make it more streamline and just put little hints of tradition. So, we rehearsed one, figured out all the problems , redid everything (which took for ever), then there was the dinner for everyone who attended the rehearsal.


One thing that was really cool was, Chibi came to hang out with me around 2...well, the rehearsal was at 3:45. Reiko told her that she was invited to the rehearsal and the dinner afterwards, but Chibi had said that she had made dinner plans with her Dad. She said that she would hang out till around 5ish, and then leave to eat with her dad. Chibi hung out with me while we waited for everyone to arrive, and she hung out while we practised, which must’ve been boring. I looked up at like 4:45 and she was still there, and I was like, “Uh, Chibi, don’t you need to leave?” and she was like, “No. Dad called me and said he has to stay at work, so I’m gonna just stay here.” So, it was so fun. After the whole process of, you know, rehearsing. We went and hung out and ate and made fun of each other and had fun! It was great. The most fun wedding rehearsal I’ve been to...actually, now that I’m thinking about it, I’m wondering if it’s the only one I’ve been too...O..O


We came back here, and Jim and Reiko opened their Christmas presents, which was fun. Then Reiko asked Chibi and I if we’d go back to her house and help her pack up some stuff. I was exhausted, but so was Reiko, so I couldn’t really say no. We went there and came back, and tried to help Reiko’s mom with decorating the reception hall and all.....but I really was exhausted at that point. So I got upstairs and took my shower. It occurred to me that I wouldn’t be as alert the next morning as I might have hoped. So I sprayed some of that stuff that helps your hair to keep heating products from damaging it, and then I let it dry natural for a bit and then blow dried the rest of the way. Then I just straightened it as much as I could. By the time I passed out it was nearing 1 in the morning.


I woke up this morning around 7:15...I was kinda surprised, and seriously dragging, but I made myself get up and straighten my hair. I got dressed and went downstairs. I’m walking to my car and I hear someone call my name and it’s Jim and his family. They want to know where we could go and eat breakfast. We ended up at Wafflehouse and even if the it a skeezie place, they did make an excellent sausage, egg and cheese biscuit. I have to give them that. We had fun talking and enjoying our food and coffee. Jim’s Uncle told him, “It’s not too late, Jimmy...we could take you back to Kentwood.” and I turned to Jim with big pleading eyes and said, “It’s a better life for you there, Jim! It’s a better life for you in Kentwood!” he cracked up and said, “I guess I’m just a glutton for punishment. Then..I’m not sure why, but we went to the Harley Davidson shop that was right next door. I was like, “So, Jim....you more of an ‘Easy-Rider’ man or a ‘Crotch Rocket’?” He grins and retorts with, “Nah, Reiko’s more of the Crotch Rocket. I’m easy rider all the way.” I laughed myself silly at that. We looked around a bit and then just headed back to the hotel.


I made sure my hair was read and put on all my make up. Then I went to the church. Since I was the only one who had their hair and make up right, I went ahead and put on my dress first. It was a fight to get it on, and really I didn’t like it very much. It was too broad up top, and the sleeves weren’t as nice as I thought they’d be, and it wasn’t low in back but it was low enough that I couldn’t wear my bra =..= But I dealt with it and just sucked it up. Tabby (one of the other bride’s maids) had brought that skin to fabric tape, and I needed the side of the dress to be taken in slightly under the arm, so we did that. Then Tabby put on her dress....


Oh...sweet....God....Tabby is small, right? Like, make you sick small. She had told the dress shop that she’d probably be fine in a size 6, but they insisted she get an 8 and then allow them to take it in. Well, she went along with it, but she didn’t realise they were going to charge her over $80 in alterations. Then...she put the dress on....and it hovered over her chest so far, if she so much as moved she’d end up flashing us. She was so upset, and rightly so! So, we took it in ourselves - first with safety pins and then with actually sewing it. Then she just used the tape, and there was a shall/wrap that came with the dress, so she used that to make sure it didn’t seem weird.


Hollis, on the other hand (the only remaining bride’s maid) looked awesome, and needed almost no alteration to her dress. I mean, we all needed help situating ourselves and zipping up and adjusting our trains and sashes, but over all, I think we just pulled together and helped each other out and that’s what made it all great.


While we were getting ready, Reiko was taking her pre-wedding Bridal pictures. Then, once we were all as ready as we were going to be, we all took pictures together. The photographer girl was smart enough to set the camera up to take like 5 pictures one after the other, so if any of us blinked or our faces just didn’t look right, it would continue to take pictures. We tried various poses - some silly (shocking I know!) and some formal. By the time she was done with us and ready for the boys, she came over to us and said “Wow...so that’s 630 pictures taken, and the wedding hasn’t even started yet.” We laughed at that.


We waited in the rooms adjacent to the baptismal while the boys filed in through the side doors, and then when the pastor assured us they were all inside and wouldn’t see Reiko, we all left out the bak way to the next door area to wait till the ceramony started. When it was finally time for us to go, we gathered in the foyer. Mr. Ernie, Reiko’s dad, came over and thanked me for coming down and going through all this. As we were talking, I mentioned to him that, when the pastor asked “Who gives this woman to be married?” he kept saying, “I do.” and it was a little odd to me. He asked why and I told him that it should be “Her mother and I do.” because Mrs. Marry Jane has been orchestrating all this and she’s giving Reiko away as much as (if not more than) he was. So he nodded and said it did sound better.


The Wedding itself....was a very big slice of awesome. Everything pretty much went off without a hitch. And I find that the bride’s maids really did work as a unit. I mean, in the foyer, while we were waiting, I check both the girls’ trains and make sure their dresses are situated. And then whenever I’d have to move (to adjust Reiko’s train and help her, or to give the rings or sign as a witness), Hollis would lean in and tell me if I needed to move a smidgen, or she’d adjust my train. So, we really watched out for each other and helped each other out. I really think that’s why the wedding went off without a hitch.


I had Jim’s ring...and it’s a simple silver band with a celtic weave inlay into it.....and I have no pockets. So I kind had to slip it only my thumb and hide it under my other hand as I clutched my bouquet. Though, really, aside from handing over the rings and signing as a witness (my name’s the first signature on that paper!) my job was really to see that her train was fluffed and out behind her....then return to my spot. That was it. I must say that I did tear up just a tiny bit when they were reading their vows to one another and when her Dad walked her down the isle. But I kinda just made myself get over it and focus on what I was doing.


After Reiko and Jim went down the isle, I joined with my groom’s man and when we got to them in the foyer, we all high fived each other! It was hilarious! We were all high fiving, like total dorks. Then they received a few congradulations and made their get away. We lingered for a little while, mainly talking amongst ourselves. Then...we gathered up everything (along with a few of Reiko’s things) and headed back to the hotel for the reception.


Chibi and I were the informal DJs...as well as the Video-ographers....Chibi had to record everything while the ceremony was going on (I couldn't do it being a bride’s made), but during the reception, we shared the ownership of both titles. We worked the music and the camera. When I had to take pictures, Chibi had the camera. After all the pictures were taken, it was time for the bride and groom to have their first dance. Chibi was supposed to announce it, but she didn’t really want to (nor did she have the voice for it really), so she asked me to do it. So I told her to record me and I’d do it.


Admitedly...I have s et of pipes on me...a strong voice really, one that cuts through noise and above chatter. I boomed out, “Can I have your attention, please!” then once the hush had fallen, I followed with, “It’s now time for the first dance...will the lovely bride and her dashing groom please report to the dance floor!” ....and promptly came to near tears again at the sight of them slow dancing. It was very nice and very sweet. There were a couple of moments like that...like the last real dance which was between Reiko and her dad and Jim and his mom. Moments that just hits you, you know? And it made all the joking fade away, and the gravity of the event settled with a profound clarity. I was happy...and I wanted to cry.


Then, we ate cake! Oooh, and it was some good cake! Reiko remarked that the frosting was amazing, and I have to agree, but the cake in general was just good. Then she reminded me of the price, and Ladies and Gentlemen, I can now say that I’ve tasted a $300 cake and it was good....not as good as my sushi, but definitely good.


There were a few more silly dances. We caught some great stuff of the reception on the DVD....we were some of the great stuff on the DVD XD. But...the time ran out. About 45 minutes afterwards, I really couldn’t take the pain in my feet any longer. There were maybe a dozen people in there, and I knew that I had blisters and aching feet now with a down bed and wonderful shower upstairs. So I quit decided to quit the party. I gave Reiko a hug and a kiss and told her goodnight and the same with her mother and father. I looked at Jim and said, “Permission to hug?” He looked away, let out a sigh and nodded reluctantly, giving me a one-arm embrace. I’ll take what I can get.


I limped upstairs and showered...by then, my feet were so bad and I was in so much pain, I made sure to do very little walking. Mom took pity on me and rubbed lotion on my feet and massaged them carefully for quite some time. Tomorrow is church, but afterwards I intend to go to the movies with Chibi...she won’t be in town much longer, and I would love to spend more time with her. Then Monday, I’ll be driving to Abbeville to pick up Scamp and Brian for a day together with sushi and just hanging out.


...today was the most wonderful day...

 

Yaviel Isilmiel
msmoon: (Gargoyles - Face me)
6-21-2007, Thursday 5:10 / 4:10c pm


Wow. What a long and tiresome trip. Though, I must say, it was quite enjoyable towards the end. After the first four hours, I got so bloody exhausted the giggles set in. I was still dreadfully tired, but Mom and I took turns driving. I drove from 10 to 12, and Mom said she couldn’t sleep and would rather drive. So, I tried to sleep and failed miserably. I ended up staying awake to talk to Mom and keep her awake. I ended up driving again from 3:30 to 6 ...or 7...considering that we did loose an hour when we crossed the time zone.


We picked up Jen (my Twin-san) and headed to McDonalds for breakfast. Then we made her drive the rest of the way. My God...such an excruciating task. Driving 4 hours, insanely giddy from not sleeping at all in the past 24 hours, getting more and more car sick but the miles just keep stretching on. We finally got here around 11:30 and while our room was empty, it wasn’t clean. So we waited 45 minutes till it was ready. Gotta say...this hotel has been a tad on the weird side. Forget the fact that there’s some major construction going on in the lobby, but when Mom went to check in and get the key, she mentioned to the front desk man that we had Jacuzzi and he offered to “help us test it out”...um…*fake laugh* no.


When we finally got to our room, which is on the 3rd floor, and hanging right over the pool, we unpacked a bit. Then we headed to Wal-Mart to buy things we’d need (disposable coffee cups, paper plates, cups, food stuffs, etc).I also managed to get some post cards to send to everyone back home.


So now, we’re just relaxing...occasionally watching Retrace & snacking. That’ll be all for tonight...I hope.



6-23-2007, Saturday 11:43 pm


Wow. You know, we haven’t been half as busy as we could’ve been, and yet I still haven’t written much of anything. First off I have to say…this hotel is just weird. Not only are their cracks in the balcony above us (causing rain to trickle down onto our balcony from those cracks, but Jen says she only walks around barefoot in the hotel room and her feet are black. And that’s not even mentioning what happened late Thursday night. We were getting ready for bed, and Mom had decided to let us have the king size bed and she’d take the sofa sleeper. Well first off, we couldn’t get the sleeper out of the sofa =..= So, we call for help down to the front desk and a nice chinese man comes up, takes a look around and says “I know this room. Hole in couch.” There is a hole in the back of our couch, and a tiny pointy metal thing sticks out of it! He asked for a towel, and put the towel over the whole and told us not to movie it….O..O Que? Later we found out that the toaster and blow dryer didn’t work either. Then my cousin Faren comes over, and he’s a builder, and he says this place looks like it’s about to fall apart...great. Oh well. On to the good (no great!) parts of the convention.


Friday was easy-going. I think I woke up around 8, but I didn’t actually get up till 9. Our first panel was at 11, so we didn’t need to hurry. We went to FanFic 101 with Kathy Pagge. There might’ve been 12 people there. It was a great panel and I recorded it with Zeis, learning to use my fanny pack as a base for the camera.


There are 30 minute breaks between the panels. So we went to the room for food. Then we attended a “Grimorum Making” panel. It was actually some artists/art students showing us how to make books. They’re usually used as sketch books, but you can use them as “convention books” or anything else. It was a lot of fun because everyone’s so relaxed and fun.


There was a long break between then and the “Opening Ceremonies” which was fun, if slightly excruciating. They usually have a projection screen, but this time they only had a big screen TV…of course that meant if you were sitting anywhere behind the 3rd row, you were unable to see said TV. So we all stacked our chairs on the sides of the room and sat on the floor. Jen and I kept having our legs fall asleep, even though we were on the front row. They showed us the original preview for Gargoyles given to the press when Disney decided to go ahead with the show, and they had the volume up really really loud to mimic the effect it had on the reporters. There was a lot of crashing and roaring, and when the lights came on and Greg Wiseman started out with “So...” I said “What?!”. My ears were still ringing slightly @..@ But he went on to tell us that all of the reporters had kids and Disney was releasing this ‘kids show’ that looked and sounded very scary. So the obvious question was, ‘What type of kid show is this.’ …the obvious reply was ‘It’s better than Barney ^..^ Very cool.


We were also shown the preview for Bad Guys and an Atlantis/Gargoyles crossover...and we were assured that the comic book would be a continuation of the Gargoyles series, with Pendragon, Timedancer and Bad Guys to follow. That will be something to look forward to. I’ve already bought the 4 issues of the Gargoyles comic that are out, so I can’t want to see everything else. There was so much discussed at the Opening Ceremonies, but I only taped the first part of it, because I knew a lot of it was ‘off limits’. Jen got up and just left because her legs were killing her. I followed not too long after because they didn’t last too much longer.


Now today was much the same...till evening. We attending “From Fan to Pro with Karine Charlebois. That was interesting but really better for artists. After that was “World Building” with Daroneasa, which was very fun. We all talked with her about building the worlds in our story from the ground up; everything from society to religion to families. It was great. But it only lasted till 3, so we headed back to our room. Mom and my cousins (who’d come down from their place to go sight seeing with Mom) wanted to go to the Aquarium, but they decided to wait till later because it doesn’t close till 11.


So, Jen called her boyfriend and told him about what we’d been up to. She eventually got around to telling him that I’d purchased some swords from a place called China Bazaar, and he told her that was what he wanted as a souvenir. So we headed back (and I bought a couple other things). Then we got back and went to the Aquarium. Well, we went to Gatlinburg and ate first. Then we went to the Aquarium. Twas fun, but my legs and feet were killing me. I bought Jen and me some sea turtle souvenirs.

We went back through Gatlinburg, and she got us these things from Kilwin’s...they’re rice crispie treats on a stick, dunked first in caramel then in chocolate and laced with darker chocolate. ...her Mom calls them sex-on-a-stick. We also stopped at a little shop called Lavis Jewelry that had these really cool fairies. I bought a mage-looking fairy with a crescent moon staff, and Jen bought a hanging fairy holding a hatching dragon, it’s just like the one I got for Reiko last Christmas. She said that she has a lot of dragon figures, and it wouldn’t make sense to just buy a fairy. There were some lovely dragons that both of us loved, but the smallest was $50 and the price kept going up from there O..O



6-24-2007, Sunday


Wow. What a busy day. Evidently the Radio play was pretty awesome last night (or maybe it was the blue mug..yeah, definitely the blue mug ^..^). Our first pane of Costume Tip Trading with Jennifer Anderson …turned into Costume Tip Trading with Lynati. I don’t know where the head of the panel was, but she couldn’t make it so Lynati (who’s a veteran of Gargoyles everything) took over and answered questions and included everyone. It was great…but I’m not into the costume thing. I thought Jen would enjoy it though, since she likes to cosplay a lot.


Next we went to Gargoyles Physiology & Culture, and that was headed by Greg Weisman, Lynati and Jade Griffin. That was only getting good towards the end, and then we had to leave because we were dying of hunger. But I did manage to tape all of what we did see. So that was good. I’m not so crazy about evolution, so the whole first part about their actual biology and how they may’ve evolved wasn’t thrilling. But to see Greg Weisman light up while discussing Gargoyles culture was great. It’s funny too, because he’s not an expert in biology and such so he’d ask Lynati and Jade Griffin questions like “Would that be possible?” or “This is how I see it, tell me if I’m right in my layman’s terms.” It was really great.


We had wanted to go to the Bad Guys panel that was going to be a showcase for the upcoming Bad Guys comic, but we ended up being late, and then decided we’d rather not disturb them and walk in right in the middle. That was a bit of a bummer, but hey, we had to get food @..@


The Banquet was fun. We had one of the girls who joined the “Order of the Phoenix Gate” sitting at our table. Turns out, Thom Adcox had decided to get a tattoo after one of his panels. Well the people in the panel were like “What’re you doing now Thom?” and he said “I’m going to get a tattoo.” So they all went and got the same tattoo of the phoenix gate. The girls got it on the small of their backs and the guys got it on their bicep except for Thom who got it on his ankle. It was pretty sweet. I have to say, that’d be one awesome tattoo to get, and I don’t even like tattoos that much. *shrugs*. After seeing that, Jen was itching to go out and get a tattoo. I think she must’ve thought about it the whole time we were at the table ^..^ I don’t even know the names of the people at my table, but they were all cool. There was one girl that actually had a tattoo of wings coming out from her shoulder blades. That was uber leet as well. The only thing that was annoying was that there was one girl (whom I shall not name) who kept barraging the guests with questions, mostly about Puck and all running together. At one point I leaned over and said “Maybe one of us should ask what Puck’s favorite color is before she gets the chance to ask another 3 questions.” It was annoying, but funny at the same time.


We headed to the room again for the break between things, and a storm cropped up. It wasn’t mush, just a bit of rain with high winds and thunder and lightning. Of course, this hotel is so shoddy that the door started shaking. Jen was on the phone with her boyfriend, and she was laying on one side of our king size bed while I was on the other side writing post cards. The wind kicked up, and suddenly she’s launched herself into my lap O..O Twas amusing. Then she says to her boyfriend that “It’s like a hurricane outside!” and I’m like “Turst me, hon. This is not hurricane worthy ^..^” That made it even funnier.


The Masquerade was fun, but shorter than I thought it’d be. We did get there early, just to make sure we’d have good seats. Of course, Jen’s camera died 3 seconds into the whole thing =..= Oh, and of course, we were sitting in front of a lot of uber leet people, and I was too paralyzed to introduce myself. I just figured I’d be bothering them. I mean, they came to have fun at the gathering, not be pestered by some fangirl . So, I held my tongue and place and just watched the Masquerade. I tell you what, they had a lot of really nice dresses on the contestants (that I’d never have the courage to wear), but the Gargoyle that won for best in show was just awesomeness on a stick. And they had a lady that was a “Belly Dancing Fae” and let me tell you, she could really belly dance well for a lady her age. I hope I have that much control over my body in 20 years =..= She was awesomeness. It really made me want to get those belly-dancing pants that I’d see in the dealers room too. But alas, my Jen had inquired about them and the lady had only brought one. Anyway, after the awards were given out, we left. We’re not good dancers (or minglers evidently >..<).


Oh yeah, speaking of the Dealers room, we had so much fun there (and I spent a lot of money there). I bought 2 chain-mail bracelets from Vox, a ‘sea horse’ painting from kth-dragon, and a fairy painting for Jen. It’s really great to buy from artists directly, because they’re always so happy that you’re buying from them. We spend a lot of time there just talking and hanging out. There was a beautiful replica of the Phoenix gate that was a necklace, and I really wanted it, but it was up for auction, and we weren’t staying that long, and I didn’t have the money for it anyway. The artist alley was pretty cool too. I recognized a lot of stuff from artists I've admired for such a long time. It's a little sad that this is our last day too. On one hand I really wish I could stay, but I know it's not at all practical. Ah well. Such is life I suppose.



6-25-2007, Monday


Probably the most miserable day, but only because I get so car sick and we were traveling all damn day. We decided to leave that morning, if only because we had spent so much money and we just really needed to get home. So, we left around 10 that morning, after loading the car down with all our crap + all the crap we bought ^..^ We headed to Gatlinburg as a favor for a friend. Lori had given me money to buy her some wine. It’s her favorite and it’s only sold in that area. So we go and find it…and they don’t have it. It wouldn’t be ready for two more weeks. Le sigh. It would’ve been a total loss except that we saw a pet store right next door, and the owner had her pets in the store with her. I love those types of shops. I got myself a Doxxie shirt, and I think Jen got herself a English Bulldog shirt, pen and bookmark...she and I are such dorks. We’re not even dog owners yet! But anyway.


We drove for hours till we finally got to Atlanta. Jen drove the whole way (thank God). And we ended up leaving Atlanta right in the middle of rush hour traffic. We were not happy campers. It took us about an hour to 45 minutes to get out of Atlanta. Just down-town Atlanta, not the whole city, mind you. I think we left around 3:30 or 4ish, and Mom drove for a while, but she wasn’t feeling great. I was borderline panic-attacking, so I just laid back and tried to relax. We pulled off around 5 to go to the bathroom and get some nachos and cheese (gotta have the basics), and I took over driving. I drove from 5 to 11 that night, and we were about 60 miles away from New Orleans when we pulled over to get gas. Mom took over after that, and I just stayed up to keep her company and talk. We got home around 12:30ish a.m. I think I showered, and then went to sleep. We woke up…I think at 12 p.m. We were unpacked and happy…even if the day was very short. I guess it made up for the day before that was so damn loooong.

That has been my gathering experience. I enjoyed it if only because I got to spend a lot of time with Jen. Spending tons of money on cool swag was fun too ^..~

Harvest Moon


msmoon: (RVB - Caboose Toast)
Wow…what an eventful weekend. I think we did more than during the weekend than during the week. I have pictures up on FaceBook and my scrap book here of the whole bed fiasco. We had to go pick up my bed Saturday, but we got there at 9, and they weren't open. So Mom wanted to show me some dishes and things at Target that she thought I might like. Dad ended up buying me some uber-cool silverware that I love and a little coffee pot just for me ^.^ Hapyness. So, yeah, then we got my bed...and we ended up having to tavel back and forth to two 3 times for it =.= I’ll show you the album in a second.Let’s just say that it was trying, and we were all very tired after the whole hoopla was over, but I now have a very nice bed and I enjoy it very much ^.^ So that’s what matters. However, I must say, this is the first time that I've ever gotten something from Ashely's Furniture, and it will no doubt be the last.


Oh, another cool note to touch on. Mom went over to my Aunt Carolyn’s Sunday after lunch. But Dad wasn’t feeling good. So, he and I stayed home, ate ice creame and watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding. OMG, that was histericle. I never get tired of that show! And Dad and I laughed so much through the whole thing. And the fact that I was watching this chick flik with Dad, and he enjoyed it just as much as Mom and I, makes it so much funnier.


Oh, Scamp finally sent me the 4th chapter of her story. And since I got my new black print cartridge, I decided to reformat the Scamp Binder. So now, I have an index of the story followed immediately by the story, then I have a divider and her character descriptions, followed by another divider and her races. It looks all official and crap and I’m very pleased with it ^___^.


Other than all that, nothing much is going on...I love my new furniture. Things are tiring, but we still make them fun somehow. See ya’ll later, Sunshines.


Yaviel Isilmiel

What Facts I do Know

2007-Apr-18, Wednesday 12:27 pm
msmoon: (just kill me)
OK. So I’m going to go ahead and just give a medical update along with Nexus News, because everything else is just drama, and God only knows which parts are true and which parts are all just the hurtful ramblings of my Aunt Lane. Either way, here’s what I know about the health of my family. I don’t know if she means to hurt me by bad mouthing Scamp, but that’s exactly what she’s doing.


Monday’s doctor’s appointment went about as well as any could go. The doctor seems to think I have IBS that tends more toward diareaha, so he’s given me some medication that I can take twice a day that makes me slightly more groggy than usual. Thanks, Doc. Really appreciate that. Also, he’s scheduled me for a colonoscopy on the 11th of next month. Thanks again, Doc. I must be a masochist, what with me paying you to do all this crap to me. I’m not happy about the colonoscopy, and anyone who’s gone through the prep for one of those whill sympathize. But, I guess I’m just gonna have to put my big-girl drawers on, and deal with it.


Mom had lost her voice over the weekend, but sometime yesterday she found it. She seems to think it was due to her sinuses giving her problems. She’s been feeling awfully sick lately not to mention dizzy. Dad is going for his doctor’s appointment today to see about the fuild that’s built up around his heart. Have no idea how they plan on treating that when he’s got to go offshore tomorrow. But of course, we’re supposed to conform our schedules to doctors, not the other way around right?


The Nexus is almost completely cleaned out by our previous renters. Dad took me yesterday inside to take a look around ……to say I wasn’t thrilled with the state of it was an understatement. I kept reminding myself that whatever was wrong with it could be cleaned, repaired or changed entirely somehow and that’s what mattered. There was not only that nice nicotine glaze over the once-white floors, but there was mud tracked all over the kitchen, lving room and back room. The sheetrock where the roof meets has started peeling badly all over and it’s gotten so bad that Dad wants to put Luan over the walls, and then stain and/or polyurethane that and have that as the walls, which is just fine with me. It just seems like this is turning into something huge, and the whole reason I wanted to move out was because I didn’t want to burden my parents. I’m not even going to talk about the state of the bathroom =.= Anyway. I just remind myself that it’ll look much better once it’s cleaned. Then we can really get to work. I’m hoping that this Saturday we’ll be able to really get in there and clean the sucker up. So, I’m optimistic about the possibilties even though the picture in front of me isn’t overly appealing.


Other than these things, I really don’t have anything worth discussing. I haven’t heard from Scamp about my last private post, so I don’t know if she’s upset with me or not, but I don’t like having crap in the corner if you know what I mean. And now my lunch break is over and that’s all for now. Later, sunshines.

 


 

You Are 18% Bitchy

You are practically an angel - both on the inside and outside.
You try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, and you're even tolerant of bitchiness in others!

 


Yaviel Isilmiel

Pitty Party

2007-Mar-27, Tuesday 09:19 am
msmoon: (XME - Rain)
I woke up this morning to the rain on the tin porche...I thought it was so soothing. Then I looked at my clock to see that it was 5:40 and I had five minutes before I had to get up. I became really depressed about it. I am not a morning person. I never have been. But because of the need for money, I’ve been forced into a full-time position that requires me to wake up at 5:45 every weekday morning. I am exhausted every day. I have grown used to being tired every day. It doesn’t make it any better, but it never comes as a surprise. I am tired and lonely and unable to do anything about it. I resent the fact that I have to do this, even though I’m always ill and/or never feel good. I can’t count the times I’ve wanted so badly to just go home in the middle of the day, but I’ve made myself stay, usually ending up giving myself a panic attack from the strain. I get agrivated that I have to work. Then I become angry with myself, because I have it so much better than most. I should be content with what I have...but I’m not. I have coworkers that somehow make the job a little more fun than it should be, and yet it’s still so stifling. I don’t want to be a whiner...and I don’t want to burden everyone else. So I just keep moving. I should excerise more, I should write more, I should be more grateful... but I’m too damn tired to make myself. The only solice I have is in my day dreams, and I’m too tired to dream.


Maybe I just need a Bahama-vention...or something similare.


Yaviel Islimiel

msmoon: (One Word - Muse)
MM: Oooh k! LJ Idol time….What is this week's topic!...ehw …uh oh…The One I Love? Aughhh. I hate Valentine's Day! It affects peoples' brains.

Left Brain: Tell me about it.

Right Brain: Oh, you two are just being cynics. This could be fun!

MM: Um, Newsflash: I don't have a love.

Right Brain: That's not true! You have your parents! You love them very much! And your cousin!

Left Brain: I don't think they're referring to that type of love...Sounds more like a One true Love thingy.

Right Brain:...Did you just say 'thingy'?

Left Brain: …yes.

Right Brain: That's awesome.

MM: Ok! Can we focus here!

Left Brain: Sorry.

Right Brain: Right! So...love...but love is so many different things! You can take it to mean a bunch of things! You can use that.

MM: Eugh, I don't have the energy for this =_=

Left Brain: You really should've thought of that when you entered into this contest.

MM: You keep reminding me of that. And it's not helping the current situation. In fact it never helps any situation!

Left Brain: Indeed. Well, let's see what we can do with this. We've established that you don't want to do family members because even though you do love them, it might not be the type of love identified with this week's entry.

Right Brain: I still think it'd be cool to do your parents.

MM: Look, loving your parents is seen more as an obligation, and let's face it, my parents are much cooler than some others. I can't just say "I love my parents because they roxors my soxs!"

Right Brain:..You just did.

Left Brain: Can we focus here?

Right Brain: I love the word 'roxors'.

MM: It is fun to write and say, isn't it?

Left Brain: Helloooo? Love!

MM: I don't have a love. I mean, I love in ways, but I don't have a love.

Right Brain: Roxors!

Left Brain: Dammit, RB! Focus!

RB: Sorry…

Left Brain: It's ok. Now let's just think and get through this.

MM: …Right. Because that's worked so well before.

RB: >.>

Left Brain: I'm not sure I like your tone.

RB: I know! Let's listen to some music! That usually helps to inspire!

Left Brain: It does?

MM: Sometimes.

Left Brain: Well, anything's worth a try at this point.

RB: Yay!

****15 Minutes Later - Nickelback's streaming from the Speakers****

RB: *sings* And I'm paaaaacin' by the phone!

MM: *sings* 'Cause I haaaaate to be alone!

Left Brain: This is stupid.

RB: *sings* And you're out there with him somewhere, and just about to kiss! Lord, I wanna be the someone that you're with!

Left Brain: I just don't get it. It's not helping either.

MM: I suppose it isn't…but it is catchy. That you can't deny.

Left Brain: I would never try to.

RB: You're such a party pooper, Lefty.

Lefty: Indeed.

RB: Ok, so Nickleback isn't helping...maybe something else? Oh! I know! Rascal Flats! That always puts me in a whimsical mood!

Lefty: Just what we needed.

RB: Where do you suppose they got the name 'Nickelback' from?

Lefty: ...Who knows. It's better than 'Motivated Grass'.

MM: Hey! I liked that name!

Lefty: Only because you made it up...

MM: …well...

RB: What about listening to Skindred?

Lefty: Even I know that there is nothing loving about Skindred.

MM: Yeah…Skindred's great for writing fighting scenes though.

Lefty: That I will concede to.

RB: Hmmmm….Maybe…you should….ohhh! Your Twin's online! You could Warcraft!

MM: Yeah!

Lefty: …how does that help us? Besides…your twin is ALWAYS online.

RB: ..well, it'll relieve the stress of having to come up with something...

Lefty: Right, and she'll be MMORPGing till 11 then be way too exhausted to write. Great idea.

MM: Uh, guys?

RB: I guess…. You're such a meanie some times. It's affecting you too. You're way more wrinkly than I am.

Lefty: that's because I'm more mature than you are.

RB: *stomps foot* I am mature!

MM: Hello?

Lefty: The fact that you did that while stomping your foot is so great.

RB: Just because you're an obsessive perfectionist!

Lefty: This coming from the disjointed dreamer!

MM: I officially know what it feels like to be a prisoner of one's own mind...

RB: HA! You couldn't do a thing without me! I'm the one that's giving you ideas all the time!

Lefty: Oh please! All you can come up with is jumbled dreams. I put structure into them!

RB: Oh yeah!? Well, if you're so good at this, you do it! *stomps off*

Lefty: Fine! *stomps off*

MM: …I have a headache >.<

****20 minutes later****

RB:…..M'sorry.

Lefty: *sigh* me too...

MM: There's just nothing for it you two. Let's face it. I may love, but when it comes to having a love, I got nothing.

RB: That's not true! There's something else you could do for this week's entry!

Lefty: …dare I ask?

RB: Just write.

MM:…hmm.

Ai )

msmoon: (My Little Poney - Drama queen)
My God, where have the last two days gone? There were right there…right there in front of me, I swear. >.>….oh well.

Most of my time has spent working or recovering from work, but what little time I have been online, I’ve been trying to read as many LJ Idol posts as I can from other contestants. Just to mingle and get acquainted and see who’s who and find out who I’m gonna vote for. Can I just make this one official statement on the record?

 

O_O'

Yah..That pretty much sums it all up. It’s a lot of “Ok, this person is gonna be ‘so-and-so’” and “OMG, that is too funny!” and “Ok…I need to comment with something that shows my opinion of this person and shows my personality while doing it……….what is my opinion of this person? And which personality am I going with today? O.o” not to mention “Holy Quadrupeds! That’s the coolest icon I’ve ever seen!” and other such stuff. It’s mind-boggling. Waaaaaay too deep for my shallow mind =___=! …Not really. Wouldn’t be so bad if I weren’t sore and tired from work. Everyone seems really fun and cool though. /shrugs. time will tell I suppose. Ultimately I joined because I thought it’d be a lot of fun to see other peoples’ posts and hear an opinion of mine.

Oh, in other news: I went from having 68 LJ Friends (aka ‘so called friends’) to having 30. My Friends page was getting awfully cluttered and I was somehow missing a lot of things in the shuffle. Then I wandered over to my profile page and realized that out of the 68 friends that I have only 30 were mutual. Of course that made me wonder how I’d managed to add 68 people to my friends list anyway…I know I used to wonder around a lot and notice people who seemed cool and had similar interests as me…And I was always afraid I’d forget that person, so I’d add them to my FL just to make sure I didn’t…but I guess they did some house cleaning and were like “Who was this girl again? Oh yeah…I don’t really know her and she never comments.” So I bookmarked them all in the LJ – Unforgettable folder if only because I really don’t want to forget these people! They’re awesomeness...they just evidently don’t have me on their friends list anymore. So, no more adding people to the friends list only because I don’t want to forget them; that’s what book marking is for ne? Even with the whole LJ Friend Clean Up thing…popfiend still dominates the list…amusing. ^.^

Ohhhh, what else, what else, what else, what else, what else?....Hmm. been talking with Scamp a lot. We finally got our old tradition of long e-mails back up again. We discussed a lot about the Nexus. Our house is gonna rock one way or the other, I just wanna make sure it’s as fun to be in as it is to behold. I’ve decided to put off the whole CD thing, if only because I wanna move in a whole lot more than I want that CD =.= Priorities right? So, I can save up for a CD later...no biggie. Considering the amount of money that I make and that I wanna have a good bit tucked away in savings before we really break ground, I think late November / early December would be a great time to move in. I know I’ve overwhelmed my Dad with all my ideas for everything (replace the floors with hardwood, till up all the ground so it’s level; oh heck, I think I lost him after just those two actually). Mom said he was saying something like, “I can’t do all of that!” He forgets that I intend to pay for it all. Speaking of Dad, I think I’ll write him an e-mail while he’s on the rig.

I’m guessing that’s about all. If whatever else I’d wanted to write about hasn’t surfaced, it ain’t gonna. So, I’ll catch ya’ll later (more than likely tomorrow around lunch time -.-). G’night.

 


 

You know the Bible 100%!
 

Wow! You are awesome! You are a true Biblical scholar, not just a hearer but a personal reader! The books, the characters, the events, the verses - you know it all! You are fantastic!

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Huh…well, all that time in church was good for something ^.^ This’s gotta be the first 100% I’ve had in a looooooong time!

 


Harvest Moon

PS: Also, I’ve been thinking of changing the ‘gill’ tag to ‘scamp’ since if you were just coming and reading this, you might wonder who Scamp is, but there’s no Scamp tag, even though Scamp is Gill…but you might not know that…/reads all that over and nods. Right. That. I mean, there’s a ‘scamp art’ and a scamp comics’ tag, might as well make an official ‘scamp’ tag. Makes sense.../nod nod nod.

msmoon: (Dune - Scifi Rocks)

You’d think I woulda learned, no? Nothing is every that easy. AMOS is back. AMOS is running just fine…AMOS cannot connect to the internet. I have tried – 

1) Reseting the Modem twice 
2) Turning AMOS off and reseting the modem then turning AMOS back on 
3) Calling the techs and letting them ‘send a signal to the modem’, then turning off AMOS, unpluging the cabel wire that goes to the modem and restarting everything 45 seconds later.

None of these things have worked, and I’ve lost the phones each time I’ve done it (mostly because the phones, tv and internet are all connected. All of these things I have tried, and none of these things have worked. It’s time to send tech guys in and let them work their magic, cost be damned. On the bright side...AMOS is running very nicely in all respects and all that crap that was by the clock is now gone, save for the Sound and Hardware Remover buttons.

In other news, Lori (our head QA nurse) has loaned me season 4 of the X Files. I watched five episodes last night...and I called Scamp when I was winding down because I just didn’t want to be alone >,< Lori was telling me that it was a lot like Supernatural only broader. I’ve found that while both series share simularities, X Files is all over the place and delving into all paranormal phenomenons (as well as a few sick and creepy things)...and it’s funded by the government. Supernatural is more localized and tries to only deal with the supernatural...Still. Both seasons are cool. I just like Supernatural better because I’m into paranormal more than sci fi and...creepy.

Scamp told me she is almost finished with my next two drawings (while she was playing Adventure Quest with Billy Goat -.- I miss rpging!), and that she’ll be sending them by…soon (eventually)…along with a surprise...that’s ‘cute’. >.> …….<.< Mmmhmm. We shall see.

I swear, you guys. One of these days, I will post after 5 and you will know that I have internet at home. Oh well. S’all for now. Ja.

 


Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas

For you, it's all about sharing times with family.
Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times.

 


Harvest Moon

Annoying Buzzers

2006-Oct-20, Friday 11:22 pm
msmoon: (OMG! ONOZ!)
Well, I have two patients now. Mom called me right after I’d gotten home and informed me that Dad had called her and was sick as a dog along with 18 of the other men on the rig. She also said that she was feeling bad and would probably mosey on home sometime tonight. Dad got home and it turned out that he wasn’t sick from a virus or sickness, but because they’d gotten a new galley hand at the rig and the food was so terrible it gave all the men up-set stomachs and diarrhea =.= Honestly. He let himself sit for a while and felt a bit better just from resting; then, headed over to take a short shower and we sat and watched TV for a little while. But he got so tired and weak that he couldn’t really focus, so he went and laid down. Mom got in a little while after I wrote back to Gillian’s Amazon letter and she’s feeling terrible. I think they’re both in bed now. I hope the food Dad ate works its way out of his system soon...I’ll need his help with taking care of Mom.

I fixed us some Raman noodle (spiced up with a bit of Mrs. Dash), but he didn’t want his. Said he didn’t think his stomach could handle it. So it was just me eating. I watched a bit of The Soup with him, but he wanted to go lay down then, so I just turned off the TV (to give him the chance to fall asleep) and washed the dishes. I figured, Mom wouldn’t want to come home to a dirty kitchen and all. So, Twin-san, if you got on WoW tonight and wondered why I wasn’t there, this is why -.- Gomen ne. Oh, and in case you didn’t know, Ceire has mail. Gomen about that too =.=’

Luckily, Mom’s Christmas gift came in today. I wrapped it right away when I got home, so her gift is already wrapped. So’s Tiffany’s now that I think of it. But I ran out of tape right after that, so Alley and Scamp’s gifts are still unwrapped...which is good, ‘cause I haven’t finished stuffing that huge box that Scamp’s gift is in with packing. I need to pack it tighter so that there won’t be any spaces for the thing to move around.

Speaking of Scamp, we’ve been talking a bit about getting together for Thanksgiving….but it looks like we’re at an impasse here. Mom wants them to come down the week before Dad comes home, because (since we live here around Dad’s kin) Dad’s family always expect us to celebrate Thanksgiving with them. But Alex’s birthday is on the 11th which is the day Mom had planned. I mentioned something about maybe them coming down the Sunday before Dad comes in and her just getting her birthday present (which is totally separate from her Christmas present ^.^) a little early. But I think we’ve decided to tell our parents to work it out. Either way, I am bringing her her gift…if I have to come down the weekend before her birthday and spend and give it to her myself, then so be it. But one way or another, I want to give it to her myself.

In a related note, Scamp mentioned that Billy was cockney (not sure if I’m spelling that right or not, but hey, I spell ‘em like I sound ‘em out ^.^), and that they actually had a sort of language that they used as a way of confusing the local authorities because the cops back then didn’t like the cockney people overly much. Something to do with a lot of the words rhyme or something...it wasn’t overly clear -.- But anyway. I was thinking that’d be a great idea for my Knaves. Knaves in my story are a type of Rogue character. They’re can be anything from simple pick-pockets and thieves to master assassins. And of course it follows that, like in EverQuest, they have they’re own sort of language. In EQ they called it Theives’ Cant or some other such. But I was thinking that what Scamp’s told me of Cockney sounds perfect for the basis of a language for my Knaves. In theory at least. I’ve yet to put the idea into practicality.

Completely off subject here….there are flies in my house. I’m not talking about little buzzers either. No no no. These are big flies. There are at least 6 of them; 1 in the kitchen, 2 in my room, and 3 in the bathroom. They’ve been bugging the living hell out of me if only because I cannot figure out how they got here! I don’t leave my door open, so how’d they get in? They’re really bothering me too, because they’ll sit there on the wall forever to the point where you’ll be like “oh well, at least they’re not buzzing about me in that aggravating fashion.” And then they’ll be all buzzing about as if they’ve got a score to settle!

Ok. I’m too tired to go on, so that means this entry’s done for the night…..’night!

 


 

You are Moon Struck.
(Your alter-ego is msmoon)


Your super-hero ability:

Slow down time causing small tears in the universe

'What is your superhero ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

 


Harvest Moon

msmoon: (SW - Oh puh-lease)
Beware, for I am: Bored Bored

Work was interesting today. Seriously. I’ve always gotten an unwelcome vibe from the ladies down stairs (with the exception of Alita), but it seems there were too many straws placed onto the camels back today...and by camel...I mean Karen...not that she’s at all like a camel...I’m just using that...what’s it called...idiom? Well anyway. The copy machine broke yesterday, and Lacy told Nicole that they were complaining downstairs about how much I use the copy machine and how much Lacy uses the postage machine. They said something about ‘monitoring the amount of paper we use’ I think. And there was a package that we had to pay for the postage or something, but Karen wouldn’t give it to Lacy till the amount was paid...something like $1.17. But no one had any petty cash on them, so we couldn’t pay. So Karen wouldn’t hand over the package. Finally Donna went down stairs and agreed to work with Tracy over it. I really hope we get that scanner soon...then we wont need the copy machine. Or the stupid filing cabinets. Oh well.

Oh yeah. I brought shrimp dip with chips to work for a snack, and I was gonna share with everyone downstairs too...but when I mentioned it, Lacy and Nicole said not to. After talking it over it was pointed out that there have been times when they’ve ordered sandwich platters and such and not invited us in to share. /shrugs, I suppose it’s just my good, Christian upbringing that was making me want to be generous with everyone. My bad =.=

Speaking of religion, linuXman sent me a link to this video on Utube. At first I was like, “Ok...that’s a little weird.” And then I ended up laughing at it. Especially the ending. It was just funny. And then I felt bad for laughing at something that was sacrilegious. Tangled web, man. Tangled web. Anyway. I now submit it for your opinions.


Yeah...so.That’s life thus far. Haven’t gotten anything in (Bill or Beatrice), and no notification from Amazon yet. So just sitting pretty and trying not to either wear myself out at work or bore myself to death at home. I guess that’s all for now. I’m gonna go rewatch something…don’t know what yet. G’night.

 


 


Princess Name

Your Princess Name is
Tracie the Merry, Princess of Vaniria
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...wtf?

 


MM

PS: Oh yeah! I loaned Lacy The Fellowship of the Ring because she said she hadn’t seen it. She hasn’t seen it all yet, but she said she loved it. And her son’s been watching it with her. And her hubby wants to see it too. I’m so glad to be inducting people into the fold…even if she is just watching because of all the hot guys...Ah well.

My Epic Horse Drama

2006-Aug-08, Tuesday 09:02 pm
msmoon: (My Little Poney - Drama queen)
Beware, for I am: Cynical Cynical

Update, update, update ti~ime! Ok So...the big week before Mecha Con, and what does MM do? She spends money...that she hasn’t actually made yet...=_= oi...Ok, so I had enough money in my bank, ok. It was all there. And then I realized...I was board out of my skull with nothing to watch. So I meandered over to Amazon and took a gander at my Movie wish list. I found four movies that were really cheap. Added together, they came to about $34 bucks (maybe a little over, what with taxes and shipping and what-not). Then, today, I happened to receive the Painted Ponies news letter. I went on over to take a gander at my favorite horse, Epic. Now, you really must understand; I promised myself when I saw this figurine that I’d buy him to go in my Zen-style, Japanese-ish room. So, I’ve always been kinda watching it. But...well I’ve been a little out of touch lately. I noticed his status was 'Retired' which meant if I didn’t buy soon, I might not be able to. ----_________---- I’m sure you see how that went. So, I’ve got about $40 in my bank now (according to my checkbook, although a check hasn’t gone through and that means I’ve got well over $300 according to the bank – God bless internet banking). But I do get paid Friday, so I’m not too worried. Still...probably coulda planned that a bit better. Oh well. What, with all the over-time and extra work I did these past two weeks, I shouldn’t be hurting Friday...when did I turn into a drama queen? Dear God, I must go take a pill or something...

Allrighty...so other stuff that’s goin’ on. Well, I moved up to full time officially. I have to be at work at 10 tomorrow and I work till five with a 30 minute break in-between there somewhere. That’s about all that’s really going on at work. Today I had lunch with Mom and Dad at Chick-Fil-A. Didn’t enjoy the food, but I really haven’t gone there a lot, so I didn’t know what to get. But I’ve got to try their cheesecakes some time. Maybe I’ll get like a whole bunch and bring them home for Mom and me sometime. Dad’s not a cheesecake type of guy. But anyway…about work...I’ve logged 154 charts so far this week, and it’s only been the first two days. Yesterday we got 118 in and that took all my time a-doin’. Today we only got 36 so I finished that up and made copies of the invoiced charts that Nicole was through with. Pretty long day. Oh, but I stopped by Dairy Queen (*angels singing*) and got a Hazelnut Moolate. /sighs oh, sinful rapture. I think I’ve decided that’s my favorite. Sure Moca is good, but Hazelnut is my fav fav. ………..I need to get a coaster. Something cool for when I have a drink or something at work...that’ll be cool. Yeah. A coaster...hmmm…where can I find a plethora of cool coasters?

Mom, Dad and I had a family night tonight and watched Hook. Mom’s been feeling bad lately and bored out of her skull. She’s been asking if I have any good movies we could watch and I say, ‘only the ones we’ve already seen’. So I said something about watching Hook and she was like, ‘isn’t that a bit immature?’ Then she realized that she had no idea what Hook was. She says she’s never seen it, but I’m betting that she has, she just doesn’t remember it. It’s an older movie after all. So we watched that and laughed. It was good.

Oh! This morning, I pulled out of my driveway and I was driving up the street, and what do I see but these three feathered butts! It was so cute! These three little ducks were just walking up the street. So I slowed down and they stopped! They were looking at my like “OK..why’s she stopping O.O!!!” and I’m like, “Kawaii ^.^ !!!!!!” So! I whipped out my cell phone and took a picture and made that my new wallpaper for my cell phone...too bad I can’t figure out how to get those pictures on the computer huh? Oh well...

I guess that’s all. Mom and Dad couldn’t find my shampoo at the store today...guess that means that Thursday after work I’ll be swinging by Wal-Mart for that too. What else do I need to remember? ...Oh yes! Must bring more candy to work tomorrow. Nicole came over the weekend with her two girls, and they kinda raided my candy bowl =.=’ Can’t say I’d’a done any different if I were a kid. Oh well. I’ve got plenty of Kisses (Hershey’s, that is) in the fridge. So that’s taken care of. Guess that’s all so far. Goodnight everyone!

 


 

I'm sorry that you are addicted to late-night infomercials.
Yours,
Albert Einstien
'What crappy greeting card will you receive?' at QuizGalaxy.com

So'm I, buddy. So'm I.

 


MM

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