OCD+ADD=OMG

We priced toilets and doors, and then realized that Dad hadn’t taken measurements for the wall or toilet seat, so it wouldn’t be a good idea to buy a toilet without precise measurements. We looked at doors, but I knew we weren’t getting anything. Everything’s so expensive, so we’re just going to saw off part of the bottom of the door and re-attach the bottom with some sort of sealer. Dad seems to know what he’s doing, so I’ll just let him figure it out.

We came home, and I was excited because season 2 of Bones finally came in. After eating we started putting the shelf liner in, and then loading up the shelves with my glasses, cups, mugs and plates. Mom and Dad had to go back to town (for the toilet and some other things). I stayed and put up my fans, and my chairs (those that I could carry that is), and some of the other little things that would go in the kitchen and bathroom, along with the gifts that I’ve got wrapped for Christmas and birthdays. I tried to assemble my DVD cabinet...but evidently I can’t wrap my head around the directions =..= Mom and Dad came back with a new toilet and Mom helped me put liner in the rest of the cabinets. We also cleaned up a bit more, or tried to. We keep tracking stuff in as we come in and out, so it’s hard to keep the place clean. Mom and Dad had to leave again, so I tried to load in as many stuff full of boxes as I could, but there were some things that were just too heavy.

I unloaded as much as I could till it started getting dark. Then, I came home and showered. I’ve been watching Supernatural ever since. Though, I did manage to come up with a list of products that I regularly buy for future use. Dad has said he’ll try to get my bed and other heavy items in on Monday, so I’ll probably be moved in by then if nothing goes wrong /crosses fingers.

Now I’m going to have my mid-night snack and then o to bed. I’ve been trying to finish up this entry for the past 2 hours, so..I’m gonna go ahead and close this out and hit the hey. Later, sunshines.

My pirate name is:

Black Jack Rackham

Like anyone confronted with the harshness of robbery on the high seas, you can be pessimistic at times. You have the good fortune of having a good name, since Rackham (pronounced RACKem, not rack-ham) is one of the coolest sounding surnames for a pirate. Arr!

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Ok…so, this week’s therealljidol post is, and I quote: “omg y do u tipe so funy???? lol netsp34k n lj: A Cross-Cultural Study of Internet-based Linguistics and Their Implications On This Social Networking Website” ….I must admit, my brain tends to shut down when confronted with poor grammar and netspeak =.= Which, I must also add, is very odd since I always use slang and abbreviations. I feel that if I type the same way that I talk, it will convey more of myself in my message. So I’m not afraid to type out ‘gonna’ instead of ‘going to’ if it’s really more what I’d actually say. Not to mention I am all for time saving acronyms such as OMG, LOL etc. What does annoy me is when I’m talking to you in an instant message and after I’ve said typed in three different messages, and you’ve replied back with ‘lol!’ each time. At that point, I just stop wanting to say anything to you, because really it’s all fillers between your lol’s. The first part of the sentence bothers me if only because things are spelled wrong and all in lower case. Netspeak or Leetspeak (n3tsp34k & l33tsp34k r3$p3c+iv3ly) drive me right past the border of borderline and off the cliffs of insanity. Not a good thing.

Let me just break this down and try to be as simple as possible. I originally thought that the only reason people would type ‘y’ for ‘why’ and ‘u’ for ‘you’ (etc. etc.) was because they were lazy or they didn’t know how to type properly. Either way it was slightly aggravating but tolerable. At the very least, I can understand that without too much of a fuss. Netspeak drives me mad because it takes forever to type and even longer to decipher.

I’ve always believed that if you’re smart, you take the time to convey your thoughts articulately. There’s someone that I’ve known for a few short years, and I respect him because he is intellectual and thorough. He thinks before he talks and checks his sources before he makes statements. That’s smart. But then, he sent me an e-mail, and I was shocked to read, “I hope u get 2 feeling better, we'll b praying 4 u!!!”... ohmigawd, waterfalls?(1). I was thinking to myself that this person is genuine and articulate, but if I didn’t know him in person, I’d wouldn’t think that because he isn’t presenting himself that way. Does it affect my opinion of him now? No. But I think it will cause him to be lost in translation for others who have more rigid standards.

Bottom Line: People have problems getting their true intentions across when they’re standing in a room talking to you, and that emotion is taken away when it comes to things like print. You can’t make it difficult for someone to understand you and then be upset when they don’t want to take the time to listen to what you have to say. I feel that without good grammar and good presentation, you can never be sure if someone will take you seriously enough or if they will receive your message. Being a writer, I constantly comb over all of my words, hoping that each one is just the right one to convey what it is I’m trying to express. I stress over grammar, presentation and format because in truth, I sometimes feel as though I’ve no idea if I’m presenting what I want to present accurately. In the end, all I can do is the maximum to present my words to you and hope you choose to overlook whatever errors I may make (because believe me, I always will).

I use shortcuts, and I make mistakes. I use slang because I feel that it takes what would be bland writing and spices it up with a bit of myself. S’not like it’s too hard to understand, and it does give me a bit of individuality. And just because you’re smart doesn’t mean you have to go and loose yourself in text. I also try to insert little tricks that help convey moods...Heck, sometimes, use things like “/sarcasm” to make sure you know I’m being sarcastic; or, I’ll use little faces like this: ^.^ to let you know I’m happy (or >.> suspicious / ¬.¬ annoyed / =.= tired / -.- embarrassed / ^.~ winking at you). We all use little tricks to make sure that we’re understood. But I always try to work to make sure that behind the typos and tricks, the message is heard…I feel that I shouldn’t have to expect anything less from anyone else. And netspeak and botched spelling doesn’t make whoever chooses to use it dumb or lazy or aggravating, but it does decrease the chase I’ll choose to give you my time.

That’s my story...and I’m stickin’ with it ^___^ Thanks for y’time and consideration, and ya’ll have a lovely day now ^.~

(1) Waterfalls – Refers to a private joke between friends. When reading an entry with ‘wtf’ in it, a friend commented that whenever she saw that she thought of ‘waterfalls’ because they were so pretty and it had the wtf in the word. So we agreed that instead of saying ‘wtf’ when we’re confused and want to ask that question we ask one another ‘waterfalls?’

Lacey is my giddy, girly buddy at ISR. The two of us rant, ramble, babble and giggle on about the silliest of things. But there are many times when Lacey tells stories about her home life that make my sides hurt from laughter. Two cases in point for yesterday.

1) Lacey told us about something her son Trystin did over the weekend. She said that he told his dad that he was writing a letter ‘to the fairies’. Of course, the kid had me at ‘a letter to the fairies’. But it gets better. Evidently, Trystin had a cat named Milo some time ago. And this Milo went missing. So Trystin had thought up this idea to write a letter to the fairies and ask them if they would mind checking on Milo wherever he was. He wanted to tell Milo that he missed him very much and he hoped he was happy and not dead. Ok, now this is a kid that I could really get along with.

2) Secondly was the cake. Ok, so not only are we (evidently) throwing Lacey a party, but she’s gonna be having one for herself at home. So, her hubby, Justin, tells her to go ahead and order her own cookie cake because he’s gonna be on his motorbike so he can’t very well pick it up or anything. Of course, Lacy thinks this is kinda …’frou-frou’ but it’s not like there’s anything she can do about it. So, Lori and I hear this and we tell her, “You know what? Since you’re ordering the cake, you should put something like ‘All Hail Queen Lacey’ or ‘Happy Birthday Queen Lacey’ on it!” She loved the idea! So now she’s gonna have a cake at her party tomorrow (at home at least) that’ll be all ‘happy birthday Queen Lacey’!

What else is there to talk about…? Oh yes! I almost forgot. I watched The Mists of Avalon the other night...gotta say: didn’t love the whole mover over-all, but there were several interesting spots here and there. For one thing movies full of gloom, despair, agony, arranged loveless marriages, incest and other such things are not my cup of tea to start out with. Though I do like the way the movie showed the original Christian, Pagan and Catholic religions. Especially showing how the Catholic religion was a lot like mixing Druid and Christian religions. Maybe I haven’t grown up enough yet, but in any movie in which there are more than a handful of characters and only one or two live (and even then do not necessarily live happily) is not a movie in which the ends justify the means.

Each day that passes, I try to clean a bit more than the day before because I know that ComCast will be coming in here on the 14th and I really want my room to be at least partially decent...which is quite a feat, I can assure you. But, alas, I don’t seem to be making much of a dent. Aye, there aren’t pillows and books and blankets all over the floor anymore, but all the tables and everything look just as bad as they did before. The down-side of picking stuff up off of the floor is you have to put it somewhere...and that’s what tables and such are for right? I’ll really crack down on it tomorrow. For now though, I’m just too tired.

Oh...I’ve such a sinus headache. What with the weather’s constant change, I can’t seem to get inoculated. Last week were in the mid 50’s. Then Friday we were in the 40’s. Saturday saw the 50’s again, Sunday it was in the 60’s and now we’re in the 70’s! Honestly! And they wonder why people can’t seem to get well =_= Oh well.

That’ll be all for now. We’re about to have Lacey’s birthday lunch and then have her surprise cake. I brought my camera, so I’m hoping I’ll have pictures up on my FaceBook later. Ja!

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That’s not to say nothing has happened. I’ve been playing World of Warcraft with my twin a lot more lately, which has turned into something really fun to look forward to. As a consequence, Bonnianne has approximately 470+ pics now =.= I am such a shutter bug. I feel a little bad for abandoning my Troll Jezeth and my Tauren Suzii…but I’m having entirely too much fun with Bonni to really agonize over it ^.^

Mom went for her stress test Tuesday, and they really put her through the ringer. She was actually feeling good till she went and took it…then she took it and felt terrible. It got better yesterday though, and today she’s gone off to Lake Author for the church’s womens’ retreat. She said she wanted to leave a day early to get settled in at her own pace, and she insisted in going in her own car (as opposed to riding with others) because she’s afraid she’ll start to feel bad and want to come home, and she doesn’t want to actually have to ask anyone to drive her home. I’m glad she did...because I ordered her Christmas present earlier in the week and the package is due to come in any day now ^.^ /sneaky.

In related news, my Christmas Gift List now goes as follows...

Dad – Gift Found but Not Purchased
Mom – Gift Bought. Awaiting arrival
Thomas – I’ve no idea -.-
Gillian – Gift partially purchased.
Chibi – Have gift.
Reiko – Have gift.
Josh – Gift planned but not purchased
Tiffany – Have Gift.
Constance – Have Gift.

...so I’m doing pretty good on that front.

In other news, Gillian sent me the first chapter of her world’s story and I <3 it. It had me all giddy for a second. I will now do a slight voice-over of my internal thoughts as I read over the chapter

This concludes my voice over -_-; However, this chapter did further my suspicions that Calypso rocketh my socks. So that’s all good.

My chair squeaks when I recline in it...it’s begun to bother me.

Oh! Also! Sunday, I posted every quiz that I’d taken...leavening me with this blank document. I realized a long time ago that I loved taking quizzes in mass and just wanted to put them on my journal at the end of my entries, right? Well, I’d piled them up on this document, which has my tags all listed on it, and the document ended up being about 32 pages long. Well, Sunday, there were no quizzes left on this document. I’m going to have to restock or something. Don’t worry though, I already headed over to take a quiz to post at the end of this entry ^_~

I can’t remember if there is any other news.../thinks………..nope. Can’t remember. I guess that’s all. Well, gotta finish getting ready for work. Ja for now!

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Your Greed Quotient: 19%

You're anything but greedy. You're eager to share and give to others. For you, collecting material possessions is more trouble than it's worth!

How Much Greed Do You Have?

 

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Beware, for I am: Refreshed

Ok, so today. Went to Chibi’s and knocked out a few more movies from the list. We watched the fourth season of Red vs. Blue, which was insanely funny. And we watched The Day After Tomorrow; also, insanely funny (at least, if you’re us it was). We watched the first episode of Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon too...talk about funny. There was a lot of other insane stuff we watched that was hers (big surprise -_-), but I can’t remember their names...so yeah.

What was really funny was that right at the end of The Day After Tomorrow, the weather over here started getting really bad. And we’d gone through the whole movie with me saying, “They’re all gonna die.” And Chibi responding with, “Yup, they’re gonna die.” Me: “D-E-D, dead.” Chibi: “Uh huh. Dead.” And then we both look out the back window and Chibi looks at me and said, “We’re gonna die...” That was funny. And the weather was bad too, but I love bad weather. Unless it’s tornados. I don’t like tornados. Unless they’re digital...yeah, we’re all whores for digital tornadoes. /nod nod nod.

I have to remember to bring Sailor Moon – Sailor Stars the next time I go over. Though, I don’t know when that’ll be. Chibi gave me a ton of anime to watch. Then again, I think she has more anime than I do -.-

So, that was the day. I shall now go and watch said anime that Chibi loaned me. I will be giving my opinions of it as I watch it for the next few days (weeks?). Tootles.

You Are a Pegasus

You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty. You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste. While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills. People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Hmmm...now that’s interesting...Isn’t that interesting, Twin-san? I actually scored as one of my most well-known races! /shakes head sometimes these things can be down-right uncanny.

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PS: Oh yeah. I’ve got so many quiz results saved up that I’m never going to get to, that I think I’ve decided to start posting, like, 10 every Sunday or something. I hardly feel like posting on Sundays usually (because I never get anything done then -.-), so I might as well put the time to good use.

EDIT: oh yeah. I updated  MM's DataBase and added chapter 33 to the EQ Saga. Ya'll thougt I'd forgotten, didn't ya?

Beware, for I am: Sore

Ok, so we’re supposed to be getting some really bad weather in, so I figured I’d do a hurried post now. Things to touch on today.

Wrote a little more in Different From Me.

That’s all for now. Later!

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MM

So...what did I do today? Hmmm...well, I edited one of the next chapters in the EQ Saga. And...and...I watched the marathon of America’s Next Top Model on VH1. I also posted chapter 27 on FF.net. Yup, that’s about it.

I actually surprised myself by enjoying America’s Next Top Model. The pictures were exquisite and artsy and over-all the drama was entertaining. I knew I’d gone totally menstrual when I actually cried several times throughout the marathon. Let’s see...a few times for Michelle, once for Tiffany...several times for Kahlen. When I sympathize with models and start talking about the look of angles and lighting in their pictures, I know I’m menstrual. There’s no other explanation for it. Over-all Kahlen was my favorite. By the end of it I really didn’t like Keenyah. But, that’s just me /shrug.

That’s...all I have to say. For now of course. I’m kinda tired and not feeling well, and that’s probably why I’m so dragging this entry. But I guess it makes up for the over-load that was my last post. Oh well. Goodnight.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

This was actually stolen from rattgirl. I was surprised at how insightful this thing was...Thanks, Ratty-chan.

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MM

Yo. /sigh. Right. So, yesterday wasn’t one of my better days. Today hasn’t been an absolutely great one either. Anyone who’s actually friend listed at ruby_unicorn can read about the other day, and if you aren’t friend listed at ruby_unicorn...then, my God, but you haven’t been trying very hard, have you? /sigh. Yesterday..how would tinhuviel put it? Ah yes, ‘my moon’ came upon me. It was utterly wretched because the day was supposed to be great, and here I was in labor. Then we went to church and that was a whole ordeal. That’s a small summary of yesterday.

Today wasn’t too much better. Thank God for the good things, because otherwise, I would be one very depressed psycho bunny...and we couldn’t very well have that now could we? I decided today to copy all of my journal entries from now on and send them to my Twin-san (animequeen). Including this one (/waves. Hi, Twin-san!). She never posts to her journal, so of course she doesn’t see mine, and I don’t send out e-mail updates because I assume everyone can just go to my journal. So, it’s a terrible mental trap that we’ve fallen into, and thus we have not really spoken at all in so very very long. I thought about it the other day, and I still find it amusing. She’s always online by all appearance, because her screen name is always active...however she’s never really online because she’s always away. I’m hardly ever online, but when I am on, I’m totally there. Funny, no?

What else did I do today? Oh! I did start using the moods that I made for myself in both my journals (both msmoon & ruby_unicorn). ruby_unicorn didn’t take too long, because the entries weren’t too many. But msmoon has far too many posts for me to do the entire journal; so, I just started with the post where I showed off my moods and continued on from there. Even with that, it was still a lot...geeze that was back in September after all. I got to the point where I liked them so much, I figured I’d better start using them at some point or I never would.

I went over to my old (old, old, old, really really old) web site, and I read over the web page Chibi(amai_tenshi) had made me for my jellies, and I nearly died laughing. I’d almost forgotten about that web page...and it’s not like I can update it because Chibi’s the one who made it...so there’s just one little lone comic up there. It all started a long time ago. I always joked that I could never draw anything but sickly stick-people, and someone said something about how they were sure I could draw something. So I started drawing little jellyfish characters, each one with a different set of eyes. The eyes came mostly from computer symbols. This one ^.^ is the happy face, =.= is tired etc. Well, I was somewhere, and I wrote Chibi a letter and I made a comic with the my Jellies on it, and she scanned it in and fixed it up and made a web page about it. So now I have my own trade mark “MM’s Jellies”. If I had Corel Draw on this computer, I might try to make a jelly theme to this journal. I now have my own stationary set with the jellies and I doodle them all over everything. So that was a nice trip down memory lane. I only wish Chibi would send me the files and stuff so I could continue to add to it. Oh well...

I finally got a call back from Reiko, and we are going to the movies tomorrow. Which is good, because I really need to get out of this house and Reiko always manages to cheer me up a bit. She said the day I called, she’d given blood and she doesn’t remember anything that happened that day. But she does want to go with me. Mom also wants to go with me, but she can’t because tonight’s a women’s thing at the church...she said she’d take me Tuesday if she could. Which would be nice, ‘cause Mom’s never gotten into C.S. Lewis’s stuff, and only saw my enthusiasm from it.

Oh, another funny thing that happened today: I installed City of Heroes on my computer. I ended my subscription at the beginning of this year, but for some strange reason I have a yen to plan the damn thing again. In fact, I want to play CoH more than I do EverQuest. I think that’s weird and funny, but I do not often deny my urges. Now, I don’t have my subscription renewed or anything so I can’t actually play. Why did I install the thing? Because I’m a moron, of course. I do want to play, and one day I will play. I don’t know when or how I’ll come to that point, but I’ll get there. And when I do, I won’t have to install the damn thing. It’ll be installed already. I was thinking of saving up a lot of money, and just buying a year’s worth subscription. It’s like $143 something for that, but it boils down to you paying a little over $11 per month. If you buy for 3 months it’s a little over $13 per month, and if you buy for six it’s a little over $12 per month. So this way, I figure I’m actually giving myself more options and saving more money. /shrug. In some universe, that does make sense. Maybe not this one, but somewhere it does.

Ok, so I’m now officially zonked from the meds and all, and I don’t see how anyone else really cares about the crap I talk about. So I’ll just go to sleep now, shall I? Good. Very good. Goodnight everyone.

What Will msmoon Get ?

Xmas pressie predictor
Big wooly jumper knitted by	animequeen
Pair of Socks from	butterflyshe
Bottle of Whiskey from	tinhuviel
Cd from	green_goblin70
Something Cuddly from	rattgirl
Something Intoxicating from	labile
Something Silly from	nutmeggy
Something Funny from	madoshiprincess
Lump of coal from	kaedabean
Something Pretty from	msmoon
Something Shiny from	amai_tenshi
Something Naughty from	nutmeggy
Something Smelly from	madoshiprincess
Something Breakable from	ruby_unicorn
Something Useful from	animequeen
Something not useful from	rattgirl
The Black and Decker Tool Kit from	msmoon
Livejournal account from	labile
The Make-up Bag from	kaedabean
Stack of DVDs from	butterflyshe
Something Geeky from	tinhuviel

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MM

WOOT! This is my first message to you from AMOS. I'm so excited! There was that time for a few days where we didn't have any internet, but now it's all fixed. Thank goodness -.- Oh, and there's so much to write on too. Let's see, there's work of course which is over (another Thank God). Then of course, AMOS and all the trouble it was to get him up and running. Oh and then there's the church and Reiko thingy. And the DVD that I finally got in. Ok...I need to calm down and actually explain all this.

I finally got off of work. I really began to hate the place. I just got so sick of dealing with all the mean, stupid, cranky people...and then there were the customers. Lets just say that some people managed to say quite a bit of hurtful things before I left. My opinions of the place were dampened significantly. However, there are a select few people there that I still think very nicely of. Notice I said ‘nicely’ not ‘highly’.

And then there's the 'other job' at the small engine place. Well that fell through. Apparently it's a problem if I have ADD...When I mentioned it, the lady said they all had ADD, so I never even considered that it'd be a problem. But I guess I was wrong. I'm not allowed to have faults, only they are excused for such things.

So, I'm unemployed ...again. I'll start looking for a new job soon. I'd really like to rest and finish cleaning my room. Now that it’s clean, I find that I enjoy it very much. I can’t wait to show it off to everyone who actually knows me and what my room is always like. It’s such a improvement. The only things that still need work are my closets (clothes & movie). But I’ll be able to work on them with the whole job thing out of the way.

Ok, the computer problems. /sigh. Well, first we bought the computer. AMOS was here and everything was looking up...then Brian came over to hook my other 250 gig hard drive into AMOS...Well, I was at work, so I’m not sure about everything that happened. Apparently I can’t put the 250 gig thingy into AMOS for some reason, but Brian said he ‘had another way to do it’ which mystified me when Mom said that. I was a bit disappointed, since I really wanted that 250 gig thingy in AMOS, but it didn’t bother me too much. I was really surprised when Mom said that we apparently had internet still on Irene...But then I realized that she was mistaken. Then I realized that we didn’t have internet at all. I wasn’t terribly upset by this…or at least, I would’ve been if I hadn’t been so tired from working and all. But then, reinstalling the internet became such a hassle.

But honestly, I do love the new computer. It’s got 820 Intel Pentium D processor, 1.0 GB memory, 250 GB hard drive and it can watch and record live TV with the personal Video recorder & FM tuner. Of course it isn’t hooked up to the TV, but still! It could do that. It also has this little media drive that fits stuff into and you can store the entire hard drive onto and just take it with you...which, I think is pretty cool. Then there’s the 9 in 1 memory card thingies. This way, I can actually take a picture and have it put on the computer. Now I can actually tell you that I’m doing something and that I’m taking pictures of it...and I can show you! /pets AMOS..

Anyway. Wednesday was…interesting. I went to work (9-4) and got this vibe from Mrs. D and Mrs. Shirley that I really didn’t like. Then a customer asked me a question, and I didn’t know the answer…I am still new, so that does tend to happen. So I referred them to Mrs. D and Mrs. Shirley. Whenever I started walking back over there to see if there was anything else that needed fixing, I over heard Mrs. D saying “Oh, Tracie doesn’t know anything! Thank God tomorrow is her last day!” and then she stomped off in a huff. I was partially hurt, but partially expecting it. So, I wasn’t in the most charitable moods yesterday. I got home, and Mom and I ate, and she got this thingy full of hot water and Epsom salt to soak my feet in…it doesn’t make all the pain go away, but it doesn’t help…sorta.

Anyway, we’re just sitting there and who calls but Reiko. I was like “?_?” But her mom wanted her to go to church, and she didn’t want to go to her mom’s church cause she doesn’t like that the people there are really touchy-feely. So, she asked if we’d pick her up. I said sure. It’s been a while since I’d seen her. I’ve already figured that she doesn’t really care about me as a friend, or at least I’m not on her list of priorities, but if she wants to forget about me and then just pick up out of the blue, that’s fine with me.

So we went to church, and we sat in the darkest corner of the room. We did a notebook role-play (except for those times we were interrupted when Reiko had to go and smoke -.-), and that was that.

And then…I got home…and I installed Black&White 2 into my computer. Of course, I don’t have that link that was sent to me for my tiger creature, but I didn’t mind. I was so happy to play. And play I did…for hours. I looked up after I’d finally established a huge town in one of the lands, and thought, “It’s probably late…I should shut ‘er down.” and when I logged off it was 1:05 a.m. O.O And then I realized I was hungry. =.= So I ate something and Watched Alice Through The Looking Glass. Oh yeah, that’s the other thing. I finally got that movie in. It came in /thinks Tuesday…I believe. I was so happy to finally get it in. And it’s as corny and interesting and funny as I remember it.

Today wasn’t much of anything worth recording. The only really great things that happened today were that I finally got the internet working and I finally got away from Hancocks. Other than that, there’s no use in relating the day.

When I finally checked my e-mail, I had like, 22 messages. I was a bit discouraged to see that no one that I actually knew had e-mailed me, they were all newsletters or junk mail. But then, I suppose no one really looks forward to my posting as much as I enjoy and look forward to everyone else’s posting. Such is life.

And with those happy words, I must be off. Though AMOS is up and running, there is much that I must download before he’s really up to par. I only just got GarGirlMM up on AIM! Oh well. That’s all for tonight everyone.

Your feeling is depressed...

You always seem to be depressed and cry easily. You
are a bit (ok, more than a bit) over emotional
and are too sensitive. You rarely smile, and
when you do, it's very weak... your eyes always
seem to be misty and though others have tried
to console you of your sorrow in the past, no
one can seem to get through to you that there's
more to life than being sad. No no one seems to
hang around you anymore which makes you feel
worse, and you feel as you're loved by no one
except maybe your family. People might see you
as the "girl who doesn't talk to
anyone", and you may be sort of a loner,
but that doesn't mean you want to be. What
hurts you is people being mean and even though
you might not get it that often, since you're
so sensitive it still makes you deal with pain.
You're not a leader and are usually the person
who stands alone, does what she's supposed to
do and nothing else.


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MM

PS: Oh yeah, the title is 'cause of this girl that came in to work today. She was trying to make a costume for her pet Ginny pig...apparently they were having a competition at her school. Anyway, she decided her Ginny pig would be a pimp. I couldn't let that memory go!