OCD+ADD=OMG

Beware, for I am: Blah

I have a confession to make...for the last couple of weeks, I have taped and watched Angel. It comes on for two hours early in the morning. 5 and 6 a.m. to be more precise there. I saw it back when I had to wake up early for work, and it interested me...I think it was the episode where Conner dumped Angel into the ocean and Cordelia was ascended to the higher plane. And I kinda just wanted to see what would happen, and I wasn’t willing to get up early to watch it. So I set it to tape...when will this madness stop? For God’s sake, people! I mean, ok…I’m giving this series a chance because it’s Joss Whedon, but even I can only take so much. /sigh

Anyway...on to other things. My work schedule is changing yet again. But it’s nothing bad or anything...depending on how you look at it. Boss lady wants me to come in super early so’s I can work on the filing in the back room without over-heating. Then she figures I can take a break for a few hours and come back and work till five. So I’ll be working from 7 – 11 in the back (and as that’s four hours and I only need 6 ½ each day, I only need 2 ½ more), so I’ll come back at 2:30 and work till 5. But I’m only going to be doing that in the latter part of the week, like Thursdays and Fridays. Which means that Drama-Free Thursday and Casual-Dress Fridays are as good as dead to me. Sorry, Poppy-kun. But, if I can get more done, I’ll try not to complain about it.

In other news, I got two packages in today. I got, The Silver Stallion and Epic in. Although, it sounds a bit dramatic to be calling him ‘Epic’...so I think I’ll just call him...Bert. /nod nod nod I like Bert. Now, I’m kinda wanting to buy some other horses from them. They have so many pretty horses...pretty pwetty horses.../shakes head uh, yeah. So, maybe I’ll think about that.../blink blink. Also, I decided to update my ‘Movie List’, and I’ve actually made a tag for the Movie List. That way I wont have to go hunting through the ‘lists’ and ‘movies’ categories. ...I’m an obsessor. Sue me ¬.¬ Anyway. Here’s the new Movie list.

 
Wow...I have no life. Oh well. I’m expecting Underworld – Evolution to come in any day now, as I’ve gotten the other three movies I ordered. Mom says we need a shelf to put Bert on, but I don’t know where to ask for it. I’ve always said I wanted a top self that would go across the wall that my window’s on just that the top of the window’s seal for books and stuff...Maybe now’s a good time to re-request it.

I suppose that’s all for now. G’night crazies.

 

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Fire -5 Earth, -2 Air, 5 Fire, 2 Water

You have one of the seven Fire personalities. Fire is cleansing and destroys impurities and wrongness. Fire personalities like to focus on what is right: morally, ethically, and just plain correctly. As a Doctor, you would be most interested in indetifying the patient's problem so you cut it out or kill it or whatever. OKC won't let me list all 52 categories, so I've had to bundle seven categories into one here. Take a look at your score to find the exact category that applies to you below, then find the blurb about the category the most suits you father below. Remember that the subcategories listed here assume you already had the scores to put you on this page, so don't try to use the subcategories on someone else's page. High is +5&up, Low is minus 5&down. Fire High, Earth&Air Low: Strict Moralist Fire High, Earth&Water Low: Strict Philosopher Fire High, Water&Air Low: Strict Engineer Fire High, Earth Low: Scholar Fire High, Air Low: Tradionalist Fire High, Water Low: Idealist Fire High, nothing Low: Pure Fire IdealistYou are the Idealist. The most important thing to you is what is right, and it seems a bit odd to you that this isn't true for everyone. Come to think of it, you may not be convinced that this isn't true for everyone, at least at some level. Your friendships are generally based on aquaintances, and you have a stronger tendency than most to lose track of people if there isn't some other reason to come in contact with them. When you hold a belief, you tend to hold it strongly or not at all. Middle ground isn't your forte. Pure FireAll fire personalities are concerned with what is right, but there are a lot of different kinds of "right" to choose from. Something could be right because it helps people, or right because it is logically correct, or right because it makes something function properly. Your personality is relatively balanced in the types of "right" that have importance to you. Which is the most important one to you that shifts based on where you are, who you are with, and what you are doing. ScholarYou figure that the best questions are the ones that give you some insight into the truth. Your personality revolves around what it right, and you are somewhere in between the moralist and the philosopher in terms of your outlook on life. Work to you means figuring things out, not building them. Many science fiction authors show world where robots and similar technology take care of all the mundane work, and that would suit you just fine. Strict EngineerOf all the engineering personalities, this is the one most concerned with what is right. You are suited to the life-or-death engineering problems that face the world, like making sure that airplane wings don't fall off. The rumor is that you don't have social skills. Actually, you can be quite polite and charming when you put your mind to it. That just isn't a priority. Putting wild and crazy untested ideas into practice isn't so much your thing, unless "putting into practice" can include a whole lot of refining and perfecting along the way. Strict MoralistYou know what is right and what is correct, and your philosophy is grounded in what is right for people. You have the tendency to get carried away with your ideas and maybe impose them on others from time to time, and sometimes what is right isn't the same as what is easy, but even in the most confusing of day to day situations, you see through to the essence of the matter to find what is right, or more often what is wrong. Your demanding nature can be a bit hard on relationships, and people who want to run off and start things without a plan can lose their patience with you at times. Strict PhilosopherThe strict philosopher is creative, and channels that creativity through a keen sense of the way things should be. Your best ideas come when reacting to material from others. Often seing a mistake in what someone else does suggests what is right to you. Your closest friendships are with people who understand that you don't need to be mushy to show affection, and probably tend towards devices like sarcasm. You get frustrated with people who go off half cocked on a project and have to do thing over because they didn't do them right. TradionalistYou are most comfortable when there is a structure to the way things are done and people respect that. You don't have a particular problem making friends, but are selective about who you will make friends with and who you will stay friends with. This isn't being disloyal --- you are quite loyal to those who do right by you --- but you keep the bar high for membership to that inner circle. Chaos is not something you enjoy in your life, and you find it easier to get things done when you have the time to make sense of everything first. Interested in other categories? Try these links. Negative Water Fire Air Earth Steam Mist Smoke Mud Ember Dust Like this test? Try The Virtues of the Avatar

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 38% on Earth You scored higher than 28% on Air You scored higher than 75% on Fire You scored higher than 44% on Water

Link: The Elemental Test written by D_Vorsay on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

...What...the hell? (why’d you raise your eyebrows when I said ‘hell’? Preacher said it 15 times in his sermon last Sunday; I counted). I thought I was Earth or Wind...But fire? Pfft.

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MM

Mood: Drained

WOOT! This is my first message to you from AMOS. I'm so excited! There was that time for a few days where we didn't have any internet, but now it's all fixed. Thank goodness -.- Oh, and there's so much to write on too. Let's see, there's work of course which is over (another Thank God). Then of course, AMOS and all the trouble it was to get him up and running. Oh and then there's the church and Reiko thingy. And the DVD that I finally got in. Ok...I need to calm down and actually explain all this.

I finally got off of work. I really began to hate the place. I just got so sick of dealing with all the mean, stupid, cranky people...and then there were the customers. Lets just say that some people managed to say quite a bit of hurtful things before I left. My opinions of the place were dampened significantly. However, there are a select few people there that I still think very nicely of. Notice I said ‘nicely’ not ‘highly’.

And then there's the 'other job' at the small engine place. Well that fell through. Apparently it's a problem if I have ADD...When I mentioned it, the lady said they all had ADD, so I never even considered that it'd be a problem. But I guess I was wrong. I'm not allowed to have faults, only they are excused for such things.

So, I'm unemployed ...again. I'll start looking for a new job soon. I'd really like to rest and finish cleaning my room. Now that it’s clean, I find that I enjoy it very much. I can’t wait to show it off to everyone who actually knows me and what my room is always like. It’s such a improvement. The only things that still need work are my closets (clothes & movie). But I’ll be able to work on them with the whole job thing out of the way.

Ok, the computer problems. /sigh. Well, first we bought the computer. AMOS was here and everything was looking up...then Brian came over to hook my other 250 gig hard drive into AMOS...Well, I was at work, so I’m not sure about everything that happened. Apparently I can’t put the 250 gig thingy into AMOS for some reason, but Brian said he ‘had another way to do it’ which mystified me when Mom said that. I was a bit disappointed, since I really wanted that 250 gig thingy in AMOS, but it didn’t bother me too much. I was really surprised when Mom said that we apparently had internet still on Irene...But then I realized that she was mistaken. Then I realized that we didn’t have internet at all. I wasn’t terribly upset by this…or at least, I would’ve been if I hadn’t been so tired from working and all. But then, reinstalling the internet became such a hassle.

But honestly, I do love the new computer. It’s got 820 Intel Pentium D processor, 1.0 GB memory, 250 GB hard drive and it can watch and record live TV with the personal Video recorder & FM tuner. Of course it isn’t hooked up to the TV, but still! It could do that. It also has this little media drive that fits stuff into and you can store the entire hard drive onto and just take it with you...which, I think is pretty cool. Then there’s the 9 in 1 memory card thingies. This way, I can actually take a picture and have it put on the computer. Now I can actually tell you that I’m doing something and that I’m taking pictures of it...and I can show you! /pets AMOS..

Anyway. Wednesday was…interesting. I went to work (9-4) and got this vibe from Mrs. D and Mrs. Shirley that I really didn’t like. Then a customer asked me a question, and I didn’t know the answer…I am still new, so that does tend to happen. So I referred them to Mrs. D and Mrs. Shirley. Whenever I started walking back over there to see if there was anything else that needed fixing, I over heard Mrs. D saying “Oh, Tracie doesn’t know anything! Thank God tomorrow is her last day!” and then she stomped off in a huff. I was partially hurt, but partially expecting it. So, I wasn’t in the most charitable moods yesterday. I got home, and Mom and I ate, and she got this thingy full of hot water and Epsom salt to soak my feet in…it doesn’t make all the pain go away, but it doesn’t help…sorta.

Anyway, we’re just sitting there and who calls but Reiko. I was like “?_?” But her mom wanted her to go to church, and she didn’t want to go to her mom’s church cause she doesn’t like that the people there are really touchy-feely. So, she asked if we’d pick her up. I said sure. It’s been a while since I’d seen her. I’ve already figured that she doesn’t really care about me as a friend, or at least I’m not on her list of priorities, but if she wants to forget about me and then just pick up out of the blue, that’s fine with me.

So we went to church, and we sat in the darkest corner of the room. We did a notebook role-play (except for those times we were interrupted when Reiko had to go and smoke -.-), and that was that.

And then…I got home…and I installed Black&White 2 into my computer. Of course, I don’t have that link that was sent to me for my tiger creature, but I didn’t mind. I was so happy to play. And play I did…for hours. I looked up after I’d finally established a huge town in one of the lands, and thought, “It’s probably late…I should shut ‘er down.” and when I logged off it was 1:05 a.m. O.O And then I realized I was hungry. =.= So I ate something and Watched Alice Through The Looking Glass. Oh yeah, that’s the other thing. I finally got that movie in. It came in /thinks Tuesday…I believe. I was so happy to finally get it in. And it’s as corny and interesting and funny as I remember it.

Today wasn’t much of anything worth recording. The only really great things that happened today were that I finally got the internet working and I finally got away from Hancocks. Other than that, there’s no use in relating the day.

When I finally checked my e-mail, I had like, 22 messages. I was a bit discouraged to see that no one that I actually knew had e-mailed me, they were all newsletters or junk mail. But then, I suppose no one really looks forward to my posting as much as I enjoy and look forward to everyone else’s posting. Such is life.

And with those happy words, I must be off. Though AMOS is up and running, there is much that I must download before he’s really up to par. I only just got GarGirlMM up on AIM! Oh well. That’s all for tonight everyone.

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Your feeling is depressed...

You always seem to be depressed and cry easily. You
are a bit (ok, more than a bit) over emotional
and are too sensitive. You rarely smile, and
when you do, it's very weak... your eyes always
seem to be misty and though others have tried
to console you of your sorrow in the past, no
one can seem to get through to you that there's
more to life than being sad. No no one seems to
hang around you anymore which makes you feel
worse, and you feel as you're loved by no one
except maybe your family. People might see you
as the "girl who doesn't talk to
anyone", and you may be sort of a loner,
but that doesn't mean you want to be. What
hurts you is people being mean and even though
you might not get it that often, since you're
so sensitive it still makes you deal with pain.
You're not a leader and are usually the person
who stands alone, does what she's supposed to
do and nothing else.


What are you feeling inside? ~With Anime Pics and 8 Results~ -*-For Girls Only-*-
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MM

PS: Oh yeah, the title is 'cause of this girl that came in to work today. She was trying to make a costume for her pet Ginny pig...apparently they were having a competition at her school. Anyway, she decided her Ginny pig would be a pimp. I couldn't let that memory go!

Yo. Hm...Today wasn’t fun. Went and applied for something (anything) at the local hospital. Then I went and—under the insistence of my parents—filed for unemployment. /sigh. But anyway. Came home...did stuff...that’s life. God, I hate my life.

I finally started working on tagging 2002. I did from October – December, but I couldn’t find the motivation to do anything else. The truth is, everyone’s been trying to get on the computer right as I try to sit down and do stuff. So, I finally gave up, and let them have it. Now that it’s late, no one wants it. But of course, since it is late, I don’t want to stay on too long. Complications.

Called Chibi today, because I knew she wouldn’t get around to doing it. We’re all set to get together Saturday, if nothing else comes up that is. I can’t wait. I always laugh a lot, and get in a good mood around her (whether I want to or not). I could use the encouraging.

After sorting through various entries, I came across one that had me laughing so very, very hard. This entry back in Oct. of 2002, called Weird Dreams O.o;;;;;. It was a half-dream entry that I didn’t even remember having. The idea of what I’m wearing and what I’m going through in the dream is so bizarre, but fun at the same time. I totally went analytical on the thing though, and I was like,

“Hmm...well, you can tell I wasn’t pleased with my brother at the time...and the unknown husband shows a bit of my wanting to be loved and safe...and ...well...the EQ stuff is just from playing Shenna too much on EQ -.-”

But it was fun reading over it.

My prayers go out to bri_chan who just lost her cousin in a car accident. Just reading her words makes me so sorrowful...Like I want to consol her, yet anything I could do would seem so inadaquite. I barely know the girl...Damn empathy...

It’s been a long day...and I’m getting tired. I’d prefer to sleep in tomorrow, but with the way my dad’s been lately, who could tell? So goodnight, minna-san. Sleep well.

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People see intelligence in your eyes. You probably
enjoy reading a good book and are pretty good
at outsmarting people. You like finding the
meaning behind things and you know how to hold
an intellectual conversation. The downside of
this is that people can mistake you for a nerd
or people who aren't as smart as you will get
angry and try to bring you down. Don't let
them, though! You should prize your
intelligence and not worry about what those
people think. Btw...can you help me with my
homework?


What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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MM