OCD+ADD=OMG

Beware, for I am: Ecstatic

Ok, I am so happy that I don’t even care that I’m broke. Really. It’s that great. I really need to slow down and explain. Ok...

Saturday when I said that not much had happened that day, that was not quite right. A lot did happen on that day. First off, Mom and I went shopping. I bought myself a very adorable golden crescent moon necklace. It’s a simple little thing but I think it’s beautiful. Mom also paid me back for the money I used to get her medicine, and that gave me plenty of money to put into my bank account. So I went home and went onto Amazon.com and bought Threshold. It was all there, nice and ready for pre-order and just calling my name. So I figured, ‘to hell with it’ and just bought the thing. It comes out officially tomorrow. I can’t wait to get it.

So Saturday I got some new pants and a new necklace and Threshold. Sunday, I put up the MechaCon 2.0 page and updated the convention section with new graphics and all. That’s been my weekend.

Today, work was ok. We logged 86 charts. I then checked the charts for the nurses (basic stuff like heart rates, grip strengths and such). The poor nurses have been swamped with charts. So much so that they can’t really get to the ones that come in right away. And it doesn’t look as though we’ll be getting any help any time soon. The copy machine broke though, and Karen called up to warn me ahead of time so that I wouldn’t have to heave a heavy load down the stairs for no reason. That was a bit of kindness.

Other than that, I’m waiting for Friday to get here. I plan to do two things. 1) Pre-order Supernatural; 2) Buy a month (or more) subscription to World of Warcraft. I told my Twin I’d start playing it after Mecha Con, but I forgot in all the...hoopla. Then I spent too much money at Mecha Con and other stuff. Now, she’s moving and she won’t have the internet till like, the 29th or something. So I’m gonna order it on the 25th and get my character up and running. Try to learn the basics of the game and all. Then maybe we can play together. Lord knows it’s been so long since we have. Just thinking about it takes me back...

I guess that’s all for now. I’m gonna relax a bit and then hit the hay. It’s been a long day. G’night.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?

- You Are The Wayward Heart
"Feel Better."

You are best described as 'Emotional Support'. Anytime an emotional issue comes up or something stresses people out, you are there to help them feel better about it. Whether you are the prankster of the bunch, the funny one, the wild one, or just the shoulder to cry on - your traits favor what it takes to keep people going. You like large groups of people and have many friends. When something hits home for you, however, you have a hard time with it. You also have difficulty paying attention or focusing on one thing. Above all, though, if people are happy, you are happy.
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Beware, for I am: Calm

Ok, so today was trying but ok. Only a few things to touch on.

This morning, Nicole showed around 7:30ish and let me in. She said she’d have a key made for me that way I wouldn’t be locked out like that again. So, I worked from 7:30 – 11 and then went home and came back at 2 and worked till 5. I don’t think I’ll be doing that Monday. This week we’ve had a relatively light load of charts to log (only 166 for the whole week), but Monday is always our busiest day. So, I’ll be pulling the early morning crap later in the week.

Oh yeah. After coming home and eating, I’d gotten really sleepy. It was probably a mixture of the rainy weather and the fact that I hadn’t eaten quickly enough. So, when I went back to work I was noticeably tired. I went down stairs to make copies, and the doctor was there. He was talking to the receptionist, and I didn’t really want to interrupt. He stopped and said, “Hi, Tracie. You didn’t even say ‘Hi.’ To me.”

So I told him. “Sorry. I’m on autopilot right now.”

And he said, “That can be dangerous.” And I replied,

“Only if the pilot’s smoking weed in the cabin.”

*beat*

“...Wow...”

It takes a lot to actually stump the good doctor, so I found it very amusing. I swear the words were out of my mouth before I even had time to think. “Only if the pilot’s smoking weed in the cabin.” ? WTF, mates?

Uh...oh yeah. In other news. I was delighted as a giddy-teenage-fan-girl when I realized that not only Threshold, but also Supernatural was coming to DVD box set soon. Please pardon my drooling. I would’ve preordered them already if it weren’t for the sufficient lack of funds. But pay day is next week, so no worries there. And Mom gave me the money I’d used to pay for her medicine while I was in town. With gas being so high and all, I figured there was no use in making two trips, so I just picked up the stuff for her. Didn’t know it’d be that expensive though. But still. All’s well. As soon as I can get the DVDs that is -.- Threshold’s released on the 22nd of this month, and Supernatural comes out September 5...for all my fellow freaks who may be interested. I literally cannot wait to buy both of them. Seriously. I mean, I’ve already had to ditch the taped episodes of Threshold because I wore them down. And what sold it for me on the Supernatural disc deal? They have a gag reel! Any DVD that has a gag reel is worth watching if only for the gag reel, people! (Watch the Pirates of the Caribbean one! It’s a hoot! “Is that a plane?”)

Ok...what else? Oh yeah. The web site is taking forever to upload those pics of MechaCon. Seriously. It’s just weird that it does that. I never noticed it before this though.../shrugs Oh well. It’ll happen when it happens na no da.

Also, tonight’s episode of The Soup was so uplifting. I mean, it made me all giggly and that made me think “Oh! I should post!” Because I never feel like posting when I’m depressed because I don’t think anyone will want to read it or they wont care, but when I feel good...I think no one but me will care, but at least I still do! So yeah. Oh, and I so agree the Lou should’ve won that contest. Wait was the dancing one with Fergie? Man that was really whacked. How can they call that girl talented. She’s just a hoochie really. Ah well. In this country they award anyone and say their talented. Geesh.

Oh, another thing. So, this morning’s Angel was the one where they throw Spike into the Angel mix, right? Well, I’ve never really watched Buffy, ok? I’ve heard tale of this Spike creature. I’ve seen friends go gaga talking about him, and I’ve looked at pictures of him online...I had to say, I didn’t think there was much to him. I mean, sure. Ok. He’s not a whimp, obviously. And he has good grooming habits what with what it must’ve taken to get his hair like that and all. But honestly, he wasn’t overly appealing to look at, right? …This morning, I heard him talk...and I realized what the obsession was about. It’s the accent. Face it, guys. An accent used the right way makes girls bibbidy. Usually and more specifically, British accents, Cajun accents, European accents, and occasionally Austrailian and Kiwi accents. I now understand what the attraction is, ladies. And all I can say is, give the boy more lines. I want to hear him talk. Thank you. That’s all.

If there was anything else, I’ve forgotten it. So, g’night everyone.

You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert

You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved Like most people, you enjoy being social But you also value the time you have alone You have struck a good balance!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

 

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Beware, for I am: Refreshed

Ok, so today. Went to Chibi’s and knocked out a few more movies from the list. We watched the fourth season of Red vs. Blue, which was insanely funny. And we watched The Day After Tomorrow; also, insanely funny (at least, if you’re us it was). We watched the first episode of Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon too...talk about funny. There was a lot of other insane stuff we watched that was hers (big surprise -_-), but I can’t remember their names...so yeah.

What was really funny was that right at the end of The Day After Tomorrow, the weather over here started getting really bad. And we’d gone through the whole movie with me saying, “They’re all gonna die.” And Chibi responding with, “Yup, they’re gonna die.” Me: “D-E-D, dead.” Chibi: “Uh huh. Dead.” And then we both look out the back window and Chibi looks at me and said, “We’re gonna die...” That was funny. And the weather was bad too, but I love bad weather. Unless it’s tornados. I don’t like tornados. Unless they’re digital...yeah, we’re all whores for digital tornadoes. /nod nod nod.

I have to remember to bring Sailor Moon – Sailor Stars the next time I go over. Though, I don’t know when that’ll be. Chibi gave me a ton of anime to watch. Then again, I think she has more anime than I do -.-

So, that was the day. I shall now go and watch said anime that Chibi loaned me. I will be giving my opinions of it as I watch it for the next few days (weeks?). Tootles.

You Are a Pegasus

You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty. You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste. While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills. People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Hmmm...now that’s interesting...Isn’t that interesting, Twin-san? I actually scored as one of my most well-known races! /shakes head sometimes these things can be down-right uncanny.

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PS: Oh yeah. I’ve got so many quiz results saved up that I’m never going to get to, that I think I’ve decided to start posting, like, 10 every Sunday or something. I hardly feel like posting on Sundays usually (because I never get anything done then -.-), so I might as well put the time to good use.

EDIT: oh yeah. I updated  MM's DataBase and added chapter 33 to the EQ Saga. Ya'll thougt I'd forgotten, didn't ya?

Beware, for I am: Drained

Today I got Sailor Moon Super on DVD. Yesterday I got Serenity, and Crocodile Dundee 1 &2 on DVD. That’s all that’s really been going on other than the web site. Oh, and in case you’re wondering why I seem so ‘unenthused’ it’s because I also got a migraine this afternoon. I had to leave work early...sure it was only an hour early, but still. This is the second time this’s happened. Uncool.

Thank God tomorrow is Friday =_=

 

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Beware, for I am: Haggard

I’ve just spent the past four hours working on my web site...I only just realized that it’s virtually ready to be posted for the public to see. I was a little stressed about the Movies section, but it occurred to me that I could had that section away, and then do a repost later when I’m done with it. I kinda just want to have the site up, you know? Although, I’m not sure if I’m gonna have a guest book on this edition. I mean really, all the guest book was for the last site I had was a way for people to advertise their web sites...and sometimes it wasn’t the type of site that I’d want advertised on my site if you get my meaning. I do have a nifty counter and all, and I think that’s all that should mater right?

I’m gonna give it till the 15th of this month to see...If anyone wants to go and check it out, you can access the actual main page by going here. Just make sure that you click the back button and not the Home button on the site. Because that’ll just lead you to the ‘under construction’ thing that’s on my site right now.

Oh, another huge thing that I did today: I took one of those huge plastic bins that I’ve been keeping my books in and I empties almost all of the books into the two storage bins that are under my bed. That took quite a bit of time and effort -.-‘’’ Just getting that thing (that had all the book in it) into the house was a struggle. Of course, as it had been in Dad’s shed, it was covered in grim and spider’s webs and the like. So after I was done, I had to vacuum. But now, they’re tucked away under my bed, and I feel a bit better...at least I don’t have to worry about animals gnawing away at them.

So that was my day. I shall go and have some lasagna ^______^ Goodnight!

where does your fear lie (anime pitures girls please)

your fear lies in: making friends you are a loner because you think people will push you away and be mean to you.
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Beware, for I am: Blank

Ok. So, Mom had to go in to have a colonoscopy (sp?) done today. I’m not sure where, or exactly when it was, but I know they were up around 6:30 this morning. She’s been fasting for that past two days. Out of consideration for that, Dad decided to fast too. I got made or bought food that didn’t have much of a smell to it and just confined myself to my room. So, they leaft really early today to get that done, and I stripped all the beds and put the sheets on to wash.

I’ve been trying to keep myself busy lately...that involves a lot of getting on the AMOS to see if I can work on fan fics and getting distracted by my web site and trying to work on that while going through images of various fandoms and seeing if I can make icons out of those. I hate it when I’m busy and I don’t get much done, don’t you? Who the hell am I talking to? /shakes head anyway. This morning, while scoping the web site, and looking at images I found a few really cool people on LJ. I was looking at their journals and I was just thinking, “My God…I don’t wanna forget these people...I’d better friend them.” So I’ve increased my FL on LJ which does happen once every other blue moon or so.

Now...what am I gonna do now? Oh yeah. Now, I will go and check the washer. I’ll put on something suitable to wear to town (even though I’ve no intention of getting out of my car…thank God for drive up windows -.-), I’m gonna deposit the rent money into my bank, and then I’ll go get some KFC for Mom. She said yesterday that she wanted KFC mashed potatoes and gravy with some chicken. You know, you never notice how many food commercials there are till you start a fast...or till someone in your house has to at least. Ok so. That’s it for now. Later!

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	Holiday
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Wow, what a day. After I posted here...what did I do? Hm...I know I watched the second season of Gargoyles again. Oh yeah, I was making raspberry green tea and Reiko called. She has a new boy friend (wonder among wonders), but this one actually seems to have his act together. 24, has a good job, makes $500 a week. We’ll have to see how things go. Anyway. I started watching Gargoyles while we were ‘talking’...she was crunching on ice and talking about...what the hell was she talking about? At one point it was about a Mexican rapper or something...And somewhere in there my sexuality came into question since I kept saying that Fox was really hot. But, come on, her name is Fox for the love of pizza! They don’t call her Fox for nothing, ya know! Reiko said something about me being a lesbian, to which I responded with something like ‘Nuh-uh! I’m bi!’ and she’s like ‘Seriously?’ and I’m like, ‘No, dumbass.’ And she’s like ‘Oh, cuz sometimes…’ and I’m like, ‘Oh, you backstabbing, cockbite!’ and she laughed because it’s a red vs blue thing! I then calmly explained that I like guys, but even I can tell when a chika is hot. After all, I didn’t hear her complaining when I compliment her very nice ass.

Ok...so after that, I read some more in my new D&D book. I enjoy reading RPG books for the simple fact that they get my creative juices going. It makes me want to write stuff. And MM writing is a very happy MM. I think it’s one of the reasons I enjoy buying RPG books so much. I’ve got all these ideas for my different races inside my head, and I’m not sure how I should describe them, or how the science of the race will work. Seeing how other people work science on the other races gets my brain working in a scientific way, thus solving the problem. rattgirl sent me a guide to the Dark Sun RPG, which I will be eternally grateful for. They have some races and classes in there I’ve never even heard of before, which is a first for me. Usually when someone mentions Wizards I have an idea of what they are, but it sounds like they’re something completely different in Dark Sun. And the Half Elves seem way different from what I’m used to. I mean, I’ve mostly got all the EverQuest RPG books, and I’ve only recently started getting the D&D books...I only have the Draconomicon and now I have the Races of the Wild book. Other than that, I got nothin’ D&Dish. Which, in an average RPGers collection, is basically nothing. I swear, this has become a terrible obsession >___< Oh well, it’s helping me to develop my world and all the characters in it better. Either that, or it’s bogging me down, and I’m drowning in the fountain of too much information.

What else did I do today? Oh yeah, I updated Sloths Gone Mad. Nothing really huge, I just removed the frames...which, was really huge...for me, but not for anyone else. I’m getting ready to put up new stuff...the Orvil page along with the Color Bar page. I just have to tweak the graphics.

Watched Gilmore Girls rerun with Mom right after we watched Wife Swap or...Trading Spouses...I think it was Wife Swap. One comes on on Fridays and the other is Mondays. I just can’t keep them separate. Then we watched CSI: Miami. So glad that they aren’t rerunning anymore.

Speaking of not rerunning, can’t wait for Survivor this week. I used to have that show, but since I started taping it for the rents, it’s become a family tradition. We all watch Survivor together and talk about the craziness. And CSI should be interesting as well...then again they all are. I find myself even watching reruns...I know what’s gonna happen. I remember everything. But I still enjoy watching them. I’m pretty sure that’s some part of the OCD contract.

My hair is now dry...and it’s crinkly and curly and sticking out from my head with strange twists in it...The bad part about cutting my hair is that it makes it high maintenance. I told Mom that I’d love to be able to just shave my head. She said I could, but then I asked her what she think that’d do to my job prospects. We both agreed that it wouldn’t be a good career move considering my chosen profession.

Man...there are a lot of tags on this entry. Maybe I should shut up before it gets to be too long.

On that note, I’m hungry. I’m gonna go get something to eat and then take my pills. Goodnight.

Which faery or goddess are you? by smackerchickxxx
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age
favorite color:	blackpurplegreenredorangepinkyellow
favorite faery or goddess:	gothic faenature faenaughty faenature faemagickal faeceltic goddessroman goddessgreek goddessmoon goddesswater goddessearth goddessfire goddess
you are:
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Yo. Today was another interesting day. I got up around 9 as usual. I poked my head out of my room, and my parents weren’t there. They certainly hadn’t left the house, but they weren’t in the living room. So, I quietly fixed my breakfast and got a cup of coffee, and then I went to my room. I started updating stuff on my web site from behind the scenes so that no one will know it’s being updated. Then Mom poked her head in here and asked when I’d gotten it. An hour and a half had already gone by. I gathered up the laundry and put that on. Mom’s still feeling terrible so things like that are up to me. By the time it was 1 I had finished the laundry, put up 3 parts of my web site, and written more in my fan fics. I was exhausted.

So I ate and relaxed for a little while re-watched episodes of Gargoyles. My favorites to revisit are of course Double Jeopardy, Upgrade, The Mirror(everyone’s favorite). Those are the ones that I like to watch that don’t make me feel like I need to sit down and re-watch the entire season. I hate going into the Avalon episodes in the last DVD, because it makes me want to watch all of the World Tour section, and I only have like 3 episodes of it. That’s the next part of the second season. I can’t wait till the next installment of this series comes out. Honestly. Way to keep us hanging, Mr. Wiseman!

Anyway. I went and did the dishes with Dad too. They were seriously piling up, and sick or no, I know my mom hates to see a dirty kitchen. So, we got that all cleaned up and then I re-read all of Lady Rheena’s LOTR Fan Fiction. I know. I’m a sap. I admit it, and I don’t care. Deal with it or be dealt with. I only just noticed a little while ago, that if you click on the stories “To Have and To Hold”, “To Love and To Live”, “Interlude”, and “Epologue” a quote from that story appears at the top of the thingy! I’ve been clicking on each one randomly just to get random quotes. I’ve been laughing about it too! God, I wish I could figure out how she did that! It’s genus. The woman is pure genus. If you read one LOTR fan fic, read that one...or...is it really 2? To Have and To Hold is the first one, and then it’s followed by the Interlude semi-fic which is just a one-shot story to pick up where it left off no more than a chapter long, then there’s To Love and To Live which is almost better than it’s predecessor, followed by the Epilogue. God...this has turned into a terrible plug. And I don’t even know this woman! /shakes head New subject!

I find that my Twin (animequeen) and I never talk anymore...well, depending on what you call ‘talking’. When we do happen to catch each other on AIM we’re not actively focusing on what the other is talking about...at least that’s the way it feels. It makes me feel so guilty. Like I should be doing more. But I don’t know what to do...

Ok...after that, I showered...and then I checked to make sure the stuff I’d put on the web was ok (it was only then that my headache had died down, so it was ok for me). I fine-tuned the web sites as much as I could and now I’m calling it a night. I’ve already taken my pills and I look forward to just plunging into my disc-man. Oblivion awaits. Goodnight.

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

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OK, it’s about time I post about the anime Reiko gave me. OMG, I love manga. I could read it every day, and not get bored. This time around, Reiko loaned me the first volume of The Devil Does Exist and the first two volumes of MeruPuri. I love the drama and playful nature in Devil Does Exist, and I love the whimsy and sheer sweetness of MeruPuri. As I’ve now added them to the Anime & Manga section of my wish list, I will now add tags for them as well (it’s only fair since I have tags for anime and Alice 19th). I’d go back and see which entry it is that I talked about Wallflower and W Juliet, but...I’m tired right now from the reading and I don’t really feel like it. Maybe some other time though.

Other than that, not much has happened today...or at least not much worth mentioning. I did manage to get the Pick a Character section updated on the web site, though I doubt anyone actually noticed. I switched out the imaged of just the characters’ faces and put in roll-over images with their description pictures in front; so you actually know the name of the person you’re clicking on and then it rolls over to show you their face. Making those description thingies took a while, and it’s the first chance I’ve had to just put colors on an image and then play around with them with effects and such to produce something really cool. I figured I might as well show case the suckers as much as I possibly could.

I’m mind-numbingly tired, and yet I feel a strange urge to write stuff...and my mind is rebelling against the urge. Conflict. Damn. Oh well. I’ll figure something out. Later.

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Mmmm... Frappacino...

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Wow, today was full of stuff. I did stuff today. I surprised myself by doing stuff. I didn’t mean to; it just happened. Ok, so what did I do today? Well...

Started off just by waking up at 10. Mom and I watched Gilmore Girls (God, I love my girls!). Then I got ready and headed to town. Mom needed some stamps, I needed to mail my car note and deposited the money that I’d be paying the damn thing with. So I did that. Met up will an old friend from Fletcher there too. We talked for a few minutes then I went to Sonic and picked Mom and I up a burger.

Got home, and Mom and I watched CSI: Miami. I’m so glad it was new. We’ve been living in rerun city lately, and it really bothers me.

Then I checked stuff out online and I found that I could actually use Dream Weaver properly... Whohoo! That was so great. I was like “I can actually do stuff now and it’ll matter!” So, I started looking over my web site, you know to see realistically what type of time frame I’m on. The EQ Characters section is completely done (to my knowledge), but there’s still plenty of stuff to take care of on everything else. Still, having the EQ Characters out of the way is a huge hurdle that I’ve...uh...hurdled. So, what I did was, I totally took down everything that was on my site, and I put this page up as the index: Under Construction. I’m just sick and tired of the old site being up there and reminding me that I’ve done nothing, when really I’ve done stuff! It’s just not visiable. So I put this up in hopes of spurring me on. By the way, the section that’s finished is up and in its own spot. So if you guys wanna go over and have a look at it please do. I’d love someone to give me an unbiased opinion of the graphics and everything. Here’s a link to the EQ Characters page.

Also, I managed to catch Supernatural while the whole thing was updating. God, I love that show...and I don’t know why. I think I’ve already said that...oh well.

( Cut so that those of you who don’t give a damn can just pass on )

And that’s all that’s really happened today. It’s a lot of stuff really. Anyone who takes a look at the EQ Characters page that’s actually up will vouch for that. I still haven’t taken my shower. Damn. I told my mom twice today “I’m gonna go shower.” And both times, I totally forgot. I told her once after Trading Spaces and then after tonight’s new episode of Gilmore Girls. In fact, I told her that “I’m gonna go shower now before I forget and have to do it when it’s way late.” Well, it’s way late. And I’m gonna go shower, dammit.

Goodnight.

EAGLE or HAWK - your daemon may be some kind of
bird of prey. Yours is a strong spirit, and a
fierce sense of liberty. You cannot be
confined. You may be shrewdly observant, and
like to be aware of everything that goes on
around you. You will fight fiercely for the
things that are most important to you, and you
are definitely a force to be reckoned with.
Still, you are not vicious by nature and would
prefer to be left in peace. You probably value
your solitude very highly - not that you don't
enjoy company, but sometimes you just need to
be alone - otherwise you begin to feel caged in
and confined. You might want to take a drive on
your own, just to feel the road beneath you, or
to sit alone on your balcony, watching the
world go by.


What Is Your Daemon?
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