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Beware, for I am: Grateful

Wow. So today’s Father’s day. Happy D Day to all you Dads out there, btw. I sent my dad an e-mail telling him how proud I was to have him and how grateful. That pretty much sums it up. I have friends that don’t have great relationships with their parents, and I’ve gotta say, I am so blessed. My parents and I get along so well, we enjoy one another’s company (most of the time ^_^), we have different opinions about things (like whether or not having a fan on in a room actually make that room cooler ¬_¬), but overall, we not only love each other we like each other. And that’s a comfort many people just don’t have.

Speaking of how much I ‘enjoy’ my parents, the other day when I came home from work with that migraine, my parents had a surprise for me. Usually I don’t like surprises very much...but that’s on account of how sometimes a surprise involves me somehow being social, and I ain’t ‘zactly the social butterfly. But this was a nice one. They got me the Magic Bullet. You know that blender they’ve been advertising for ages now? I had only been wanting it for a year or so, and Mom said she and Dad were driving and she told him how I wanted it and they could get it at Walgreen’s and he was like ‘Let’s go.’ I was tickled pink. It comes with it’s own cook book right, so there’s all these recipes about how to make chicken salad sandwiches and soups and artichoke dip and of course the cappuccino drinks alone are enough for me. There is a whole frozen drinks section, but I don’t’ like to drink so I figure I can just make myself virgin drinks and enjoy the fruit and such ^_^

The last couple of days haven’t been my best. I’ve kinda been giving myself grief because of my stories. I mean, I have the EQ Saga, which is my Ever Quest fan fiction; and then I have Different from Me, which is my X-men Movie fan fiction and I just don’t feel like I’m putting enough time into either of them. But I’m too tired to do anything about it. Or when I am awake, I don’t feel very creative and can’t write. It’s the darndest thing. Quite a conundrum.

Reiko said she’d be coming back today...said she’s going back to Kansas though. I really don’t know what to think of it anymore. But I’ve come to the conclusion that it doesn’t really matter what I think anymore. I doubt that she honestly cares. It’s funny, ‘cause her mom says that I’m a good role-model for her and everything...I’m just a bit more stable and down-to-earth than her other friends...well, Chibi notwithstanding of course. I don’t feel the slightest bit qualified to be someone’s role-model. There are times I don’t feel very much like a good person...but I do try...I suppose that’s what counts.

I think I’m gonna go and watch some more of Chibi’s Firefly...before she comes back and takes it away. Gotta memorize it while I can, na no da. Goodnight everyone.

Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?

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PS: Oh yeah! The whole Wolf's Rain quiz is inspired by the fact that I've bought it. I ordered that, Sailor Moon Super, and Rune Soldier from Amazon. I swear, that's gonna be the last anime/amazon spree...this month...^_^ heee!

Beware, for I am: Relieved

Phew...today has been a long day. I went to bring Mom some lunch around 2ish. Dad was having tests done, and she hadn’t eaten since breakfast. The doctors thought that he either had a kidney infection or his kidney was blocked. The infection could be treated with an antibiotic, but the blockage required surgery to put a stint in. They said he might be there till Monday if things didn’t get any better. Mom called me a few minutes ago and informed me that he was feeling much better, and they’re considering letting him go home sometime tomorrow. Phew.

Thanks to green_goblin70 and popfiend for the encouragement. It means a lot.

My entire afternoon was basicly me throwing myself into anything possible to distract myself from the simple fact that I was home alone while Dad was feeling so terrible. I even managed to watch some Sci Fi...although I must say, Sci Fi was pretty ‘Dead’ tonight. Really. Everything was about dead people. I mean, I just didn’t know that supernatural and paranormal things were considered sci fi. I drew the line at House of the Dead. I mean, the whole Shallow Ground movie was actually kind of interesting. The whole blood thing and the vengeful spirits kinda gave me a bit of inspiration...or something like it. But honestly. The game may’ve rocked for some people, but the movie totally sucked. Face it, Sega, not all games can follow in Mortal Kombat’s footsteps. /nod nod nod

So, I finally finished off the lasagna too. I’m almost sad to see it go. That had to be one of the best lasagnas I’ve eaten. I’ll have to get another some time.

Well, I better be off to bed. Goodnight everyone.

You Are a Pineapple Jelly Bean

Easy going and undemanding, you have good taste but aren't a show off about it.

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Beware, for I am: Blank

Ok, so today was mostly uneventful. I didn’t wake up till like...11. But that’s probably due to the interruption in sleep last night…err...this morning. Right...

Reiko came over to check her My Space, and while she was on AMOS, I realized that there was crap pouring from every direction from under my bed -_- My general cleaning tendencies is to have something that’s clean, then it slowly gets cluttered from constant use, it stays that way for months till I get fed up and clean again. I didn’t actually clean my room, but I did organize a bunch of the stuff that was under my bed. Now all the books, papers, binders and stuff are in a neater fashion in my dresser shelves. But then of course, Reiko had to leave and go off somewhere else...probably work or something. She did say that she’d come by tomorrow and we could watch Final Fantasy – Advent Children together. I’m looking forward to that.

After she left, I realized that there was stuff pouring from the drawers of my dresser, so I went through all the drawers – throwing away old things that I no longer want/need to make room for better things that I enjoy. Then I went through my closet. I get rid of all the empty hanger and put them in the laundry room, and then I organized my closet so that shirts (sleeveless, long sleeve, and dress) and pants (jeans, shorts, and dress) are all in their specific areas. Then I realized that I’d done a fair amount of organizing, and decided to loaf.

I rewatched the second disc of Children of Dune again. I don’t know why, but I keep getting a yen to see it over and over. I will soon grow sick of it and then move on to something else, but as it now is satisfying me I will continue to do it to-death.

Also, the other day Mom and I went to a local jewelry place, and while Mom was looking into getting a better medical bracelet I got my ring sizes. Ever since I out-grew all my old rings, I’ve kinda been in the dark about what size my fingers actually are. I’ve had rings and bands on Amazon bookmarked because I didn’t know what size I needed so I couldn’t add them to my wish list. So, the nice people at the jewelry store confirmed what everyone who knows about this issue already knew. I have really big fingers. Here are my ring sizes for future reference:

Thumb – 10
Pointer – 11
Middle – 10.5
Ring – 10
Pinky – 7

O__O Yeah. So after I fished out the business card that I used to write those sizes down, I went over to Amazon to add those that I could to my jewelry wish list. It kinda bums me that they don’t make a lot of ladies rings in my sizes. I mean, I’m not the only girl with big fingers in the world. Why not cater to everyone of us? Oh well.

Mom and I watched CSI: NY together. Man what a trip. I told Mom last week when the show was starting that I’d be very careful about dating a really artsy guy. Because really hard-core artists find things that give them great pleasure (aka Love) as inspiration, and they can get obsessive about muses because without that muse they don’t have their art, right? Maybe I’m wrong, but it’s just a thing. Or maybe it’s just because I think I’d feel self-conscious about someone painting me or painting while thinking of me or whatever. I mean, I’m not beautiful in the least, so I’d be a little freaked and all. But anyway. On the flip side, it reaffirmed my disdain for Kid Rock. So, all in all, a good show.

Ok. I’m going to go to bed now. Tomorrow I’ll watch Bones but for now, I’m just too tired. G’night.

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Ma'at, Goddess of Order, Harmony, and Truth
Ma'at was the goddess of physical and moral law in Egypt, of order and truth. She was not much of a goddess, but more of a concept. She was what was right; she was the way things should be.

You lead a very well-ordered life. You are just and keep things in balance. You know just how to react to things, and people like you for that.

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Beware, for I am: Indifferent

Wow...today was a full day. I’ll try to cover everything by using this old method I’ve heard of; I’ll start at the beginning, and when I get to the end...I’ll stop.

This morning my Dad woke me up early (well not early, but earlier than I would’ve liked) so that I could take Mom to the doctor’s office. Of course, I wondered briefly why. If she had been feeling bad, why hadn’t he just taken her. But lately Dad’s been a tad bit insensitive towards Mom’s sickness, and I’m pretty sure that she was a bit fed up with him. But I’m not about to get into that.

So, I got up, got dressed, ate, and watching Gilmore Girls with Mom while we waited to leave. We got there, and I had brought a notebook to occupy me. She mentioned that it didn’t bother her if I wanted to stay in the back room. We usually crack jokes and try to make small talk in the back room, and she knew she wasn’t much company so. /shrug

While I was waiting for her in the main waiting room, I jotted down a few notes that I wanted to remember for my EQ Saga. The waiting room was quite empty, so the TV that they had was more obvious. They had a big sign on it that said ‘DO NOT CHANGE CHANEL’. A show come on called...Boombah I think...It’s gotta be the weirdest kids’ show I’ve ever seen in my life. It came on right after Barney (my God, what are we doing to our kids?). It basically consisted of a light that floated around while kids jumped up and down excitedly or tried to dance chanting at invariable intervals “Boombah!”. I kept waiting for their to be some sort of plot, or a life less maybe. /shakes head there never was one. A few more people filtered into the waiting room, so I stuck my nose in my notebook and would shake my head every so often. There was a young girl...maybe 14 or so…sitting two chairs over form me with her mom and someone else that she knew. She had a huge book in her hand (which suprirsed me because I thought there was less to our youth these days), and she said to her Mom and her mom’s friend “This show is so weird. A friend of mine was sick, and he watched it and he was like, ‘there was this weird show on TV the other day. Something like Boombah. I still can’t figure out what it’s about’. It’s freakier than most kid’s shows.” I had to agree with her. At least in Barney and Blue’s Clues (awesomenest kid show ever!) they have something kids can learn. But this one was mainly a light swiveling around country side with a rainbow tail, that would drop down on a certain spot, and wherever it dropped kids appeared from the light and began dancing. At least I think they were dancing. They could’ve been doing some cultic ritual for all I know.

The young girl and I actually got along and talked a bit about it which was fun. She surprised me by saying that she hated most kids’ shows and book because there wasn’t anything real about them. They were too happy and too perfect and that wasn’t real. She said she loved reading adult books though. Thank God not every kid is a total loss.

After that we went to our drug store to get Mom’s prescription filled. She has vertigo again. It took forever (or at least it felt like it) to get out of the drugs store, but we finally did. Then it was over to Wally-World to get things that Mom could drink that would keep her hydrated. She dehydrates so easily, she really has to be careful about it. Then we swung by Popey’s and got some chicken for us to eat because she didn’t feel like cooking and she knows we can’t do too well. It felt like it took forever just to get through town. It used to be enjoyable, but since home is expanding it’s a gauntlet to go to get the simplest things.

After we got home and ate, I cleaned the dishes and fooled around on the computer. I was just sitting here peacefully when I hear a mild horn honk. So I says to m’self, “That’s a familiar honk. Who do you know that has a car that honks ever time she drive up…Reiko.” Yup, Reiko decided to pop in. But she came bearing gifts. She had a foot long Subway meatball sandwiched that she halved with me. She even brought me a cookie (she knew I wouldn’t say no to that!). I took a picture of her because it was one of the first times that I’ve seen her in a long time where she looked like an average person instead of a goth or emo. I edited those pics slightly and put them up on her My Space. I think they look real cool. Go check ‘em out. I think I made her stand out more from the background and that just makes her look cooler.

So yeah. She hung out and fooled around on her my space and we gabbed a lot. I wish the little microphone that I bought was working properly. I bought a cute little microphone so that I could make audio rambles and not have to worry about a stupid tape recorder, and don’t you know the thing doesn’t work. I think it would’ve been so much fun to do a ramble and send it to Chibi. I miss her. After Reiko left I fooled around with those pics and was so pleased with them, I just put them up. She’ll just take them down if she doesn’t like them -.-

I think I may’ve found an old friend of mine too both on LJ and My Space. I’m not sure, but I’m like 98.9% sure it’s her. If not, then I’ve befriended someone that is shockingly similar to the girl who I once knew as my best friend, which is very bad, because anyone who didn’t know the circumstances might think I’m trying to replace her when all I wanted to do was establish a connection. …I really should practice punctuation and repairing run-ons. But on well. I type like I talk so that’s that.

Then I read and listened to music and watched some TV and then when I looked up it was 9 and I’d missed Supernatural AGAIN. I loath myself so much. But I did get to watch Without a Trace with Mom and Dad, which was good.

Now, I have showered and I’m eating, and I really need to close this because I feel the sleep meds kicking in all ready. Goodnight everyone!

What Demon are you? {Girl pics,sorry!}

You are the Grim Reaper's Sister/Brother.You even have a bigger scythe than he does! Can't you tell? You're sooo much better than him but he gets all the credit and his lazy ass taking a century to get that old guys in the hospital bed. He's still waiting there you know. Justa tappin his fingers on the bed side waiting for him. Go put him out of his misery will ya? He's stinkin up the place. xD
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My Lord...her scythe looks a lot like what I picture Ruby’s scythe looking like...of course, Ruby’s scythe has a thicker handle/grip (whatever you call it). Lovein the moon too ^.^

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Wow. Today was huge. Work was busy, busy, busy, busy, busy and then...nothing. For like an hour and a half there was really nothing to do. So I wrote as I usually do. Started on the next chapter and then I realized...it’s kinda done. O.o...I just need to proofread and make sure everything’s in the right place...Freaky, no? I’m still unsure as to whether I should up date sooner than next month...I’ve been pushing the ‘I’ll update on the 5th of every month’ thing. Besides, if I have the next chapter done, I can focus on the chapter that comes after that; thus ensuring that I have myself set up for the next few months. It’s a nice pace to have...slow and steady.

Mom and I went to Sam’s today. OMG, I love that store. Where else can you buy 28 sharpie markers, all the same size, for cheap? No where. No really. I mean, you can get a supposed ‘value pack’ at Wal-Mart, but then you’re paying like $12 for 10 sharpies...or whatever...I’m not sure...it’s late, and I’m tired. What else...

Oh, yeah. I bought 3 movies while at Sam’s. I got Hook and Zathura for $23.99. Verry nice. And I got The Incredible Mr. Limpet which I only just added to my DVD wish list on Amazon.com the other day. It was like $5.99. So that was fun. Mom always laughs at me when I compare prices. She’s like, “Hon, you probably wouldn’t have bought it if it weren’t a deal.” And I’m like, “...Huh...you’re right.” So, yeah. That’s cool. We’re gonna wait till Saturday and watch Zathura with Dad, ‘cause none of us have seen it. I can’t wait to re-watch Hook and The Incredible Mr. Limpet.

My Mom keeps saying that eventually DVDs will be obsolete and they’ll have something new that we’ll keep movies on. I think we’ll have some sort of digital media that we watch movies on, and we’ll just pay to download them eventually. To hell with individual things like DVDs, MiniDiscs, and the stone-age VHSs. Give me a portable computer triked out with terabytes of space any damn day.

Ok. I’m starting to sound like a zoned out hippy that’s missing the good old days. And I still haven’t copies these entries to e-mail for Jen-Twin-san. I’m gonna log off now. ‘Night-night.

You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


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Today was really good. Work was challenging as usual, but good. The weather’s changed again and we have a pleasant north wind blowing around. It was very nice after being cooped up in the office to step outside and be greeted by that nice, fresh wind. Got home, showered, watched last night’s American Idol with Mom. We watched the first few minutes of the one tonight too, but we quickly lost intrest and changed it to Survivor.

I am sorely displeased about CSI tonight. Total rerun. But lately, everything’s a rerun. Either that, or there’s something in its place. I mean CSI: Miami rerun, Gilmore Girls and Supernatural not on because something else is showing, Bones taken over by an unnecessary 2 hour long American Idol, and tonight CSI a total rerun. Such a drag.

What else did I want to rant about? Oh yes. I noticed this early on, but I never mentioned it because I have a terrible memory. I actually had never even looked at previews or reviews or anything that had to do with the newest addition to my DVD collection Batman Begins. I bought it because a friend who’s seen it said it was awesome, and I know that he has very high standards. So, I bought it. And when I put the DVD in my DVD players an odd thought crossed my mind, “I wonder who they got to play Batman.” So, the first thing I said when I saw Bruce Wayne was...

That’s right. This man will always be Laurie from Little Women. That’s where I loved him first (probably because it’s where I saw him first...). The whole way though I kept hearing that stupid speech he gave poor Jo when she rejected him only fall in love with Amy...Amy of all people!

Ok. Next on the list. I don’t have a list, but I seriously think I should actually start making one because I’ve gotten so tired lately that I’ve been more forgetful.

Where was I? Oh yes. Next on the non-existent list. Fan fiction. Today I did a lot of work, but there was a lull around 3:45 where I didn’t really have much to do. All I had in my box was one thing, and it was a huge project and I didn’t want to start it if I was going to have to put it off till tomorrow. So I opened up my jump drive and started writing. Mostly working on the next chapter of my EQ Saga. Not too bad of a job, if I do say so myself. I’d ht a hump that I hadn’t been able to get over for a few weeks, and today I got over the hump and landed in the valley below said hump and plopped into a nice field of wild flowers. I’m finding it a lot easier to write now, so that’s going good. Also, I got the first two reviews for the last two chapters that I put up. For a while there, I thought no one had really noticed that I’d updated with two chapters, one of them extremely huge. But I got a review on both chapters from a nice person who asked me to marry him...at least I think he’s a him. There’s no way I’d accept a woman’s proposal. There can only be one Ms Moon after all.

I really need to write a letter to Chibi again...I sent her one a while back, and she never replied so I never wrote again. But I’m sure she’s very busy with school and all so I’m not very mad. I’ve always been the one who has to make the time for everyone else (especially Chibi and Reiko). I can’t expect that to change at this point.

And the sleeping pills are really starting to kick in. So, I’m going off to bed now. Goodnight.

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Silent and blunt, you're often as unnoticed as your Platinum Grey Beetle. Odds are that your journal is the only window people have to your personality. But like the Beetle you drive, all you have to do is hock your horn a little and attention will stay you for a while.


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Yo. Not much really going on here. I haven’t felt that great the last couple of days, and I figured I had nothing to post about anyway.

The only thing worth mentioning is that I did get a new D&D book from Books A Million along with a BAM membership for a year. I figure I’m in there so much as it is, I might as well have the damn card. The book is Races of the Wild. It’s about Elves and Halflings and Raptorans in the D&D world. It’s got a bunch of other races too like Gnolls and Cat People, plus their classes too. I’ve only read a bit about it, and I’ve enjoyed it so far. It reminded me that I wanted to put a small Raptoran-like race in my world whenever I finally get around to it. Whenever that’ll be. That’s another spot that’s gotten so depressing. I really want to hurry up and get the thing together, but every time I try to forge ahead something just stops. /sigh maybe I just need to stop pressuring myself.

I hate that Live Journal doesn’t have me automatically logged in. I used to have it so that it was my homepage and whenever I opened up my web browser I was just logged in. Now it doesn’t work, and I have to log in. It sounds frivolous, but it’s a huge time thing. I automatically go to my friends’ page whenever I get on, and if I’m not logged in there are a few people I just can’t see. So, I have to remember to actually log in first. Maybe I should just switch my style back...I wonder if that’s the problem...Am I being whiny? I think I am...I blame it on my hormones. I swear I’ve been an absolute menstrual case lately. Friday, I cried when Luke gave Lorelai a doughnut. Seriously...

Dad went out off shore Thursday night. I think I’ll write him an e-mail tomorrow. I feel too drugged to do it right now. I can barely get a decent entry out here.

That’s all for tonight. Tomorrow will be a gauntlet as it always is. Goodnight.

Congratulations, you're Daria Morgendorffer!

Sarcastic and cynical, you enjoy reading and

are a great writer. You're also one of the

few intelligent beings in the world. You hate

shallow people, such as your sister, Quinn.

The only type of people you would consider

dating are smart people who also hate the

world's superficiality.


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You are...

Daria

You're down to earth, cynical and quite sane,

though you do tend to over-analyse things.

You have a plain, untainted view of the

world, which explains why you're so wary of

it. You see the crap that goes on, and it

makes you wonder about the sanity of everyone

else. You're content with your life and need

no one else to tell you how to live it, or

what will make you happy. You only need your

close friends, and perhaps a strong lover to

be beside you to keep you going.


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Super Pig! I cannot believe the day I’ve had. I haven’t even done much, for Huffelpuff’s sake! I’ve been trying to move my web site around. You know, break the huge file into individual smaller files so that I can actually put them on web sites without Tripod flipping me off. Well, then I realized there were several sections that needed attention graphics wise. Now usually I tend to the graphics on the other computer (it has Corel Draw on it and I work best on that), but I try to limit the amount of work that I do graphics wise so that I can keep my ever-fragile grip on sanity. So, I finished up most of the graphics for the ‘Fun Stuff’ section. It’s a section for fun things that I do (Dollz, Sheeps, Graduation and Convention are the main features).

Well, I decided to check and see how much space was on the fun section to see if it would need a section all to itself. It’s something like 65 friggin’ MB! I only just realized that my pictures from the AWA convention are like 61 MB in all. So I’m now going through them to see what’s what, and I realized that all the AWA pics are like 2032 X 1524 (pixel of course). That’s a huge pictures. And since these are pictures from when I first got my camera, and I wasn’t good at taking pictures; I don’t really want to have huge fuzzy pics up there. So all the pics are being resized to 1024 X 768 pixels. It seems to be decreasing the size by half. If it still isn’t down, I may try converting to 800 X 600...we’ll see.

Other than that I’ve been doing a lot of reading and writing. Sometimes I just get that yen and I go on a roll. I knew that I was probably taking it to the extreme hermit-crab stage when Dad kept checking in on me. I was thinking about how he was getting a little obsessive since I’d only been in here a little while and then I looked at the clock and realized it’d been about, oh, 8 hours. O.O yeah. Sometimes I just want to read, and I can do that for hours on end. But then there are times when I read, and the reading makes me really want to write. And it was one of those on-again, off-again things again this time.

Mom has been so sick today. Dad said she woke up at 4 something in the morning and was so nauseous and sick. She’s done little more than sip soup, suck on pop cycles, and lay around. I hope she feels better in the morning. Unfortunately, since Mom’s immune system was whipped out by Hepatitis B she just doesn’t recover as fast as she used to.

Oh yeah...that job interview. It went kinda well in the fact that I think he thought I was descent. Otherwise it was a bust. Guy wanted me to work 8-5 Mon-Fri, and then travel around with him to local places to set up presentations, and he didn’t have any benefits. I mean, I don’t have insurance (health insurance that is), and that’s a huge issue. If I’m gonna put all this effort into your business, then you had better be watching my back. So, after the interview, I called my contact lady at the Staffing place and told her to turn him down if he chose me. It’s just too much responsibility too quick for me.

Other than that, life’s been blissfully quiet. I’ve taken my shower, and my pills and I should be off to bed as soon as I can tear myself away from Dream Weaver. So, before I drop from the pills, goodnight everyone.

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

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MM

Hello, everyone. Today has been interesting to say the least. Went with Mom to the doctor this morning and Doc gave us medicine. I gotta say, I feel worse today than I felt over the weekend. Mom had a sort of relapse thing, and now I’m afraid I might do the same thing. God, I hate being sick like this.

Ok, so Mom and I got food and medicine while we were in town, and if felt like it took us everything we had just to do that. So, we got home and took our meds, and the meds made us a little woozy. But, I still got on and gathered up pictures to make color bars. I present to you the two Johnny Depp color bars that I made for Chibi (amai_tenshi).

Made by msmoon

Made by msmoon

I have posted here, in her journal, and sent her the raw html codes. I found out that the link that I use through the Massive Tool Thingy to link back to my journal can be used on any web page unlike LJ’s ljuser html thingy.

I also made these three colorbars for Demona my favorite character from Gargoyles. Tada!

Made by msmoon

Made by msmoon

Made by msmoon

I just can’t decide which one I like better! They’re all good and all true, so I kept them all. Yeah. I’m a looser.

Reiko came over afterward...I think it was afterward...yeah it was. ‘Cause I showed her all the colorbars and Johnny was among them. I had been bugging her about her books that she’d left over here. She brought chocolate chip cookies, we watched many videos and had some delight even though I was ailing thusly. Dude. No matter how hard I try to use cool words like that, I never sound as good as tinhuviel.

Oh! I got an e-mail from an old friend of mine who saw my profile on MySpace. Good old Senshi (not that he’s old or anything). We kinda lost track of each other and got busy with life. You know how that goes, you forget to drop a line and life just goes on without you. But he sent me an e-mail and got a song stuck in my head, and got me to rambling and made me totally forget what I was doing, so we’re all good. /stops and looks back and forth confused Uh...whatever. Anyway, yeah so, it was great to hear from him again. That’s the second old friend that I haven’t talked to in what felt like ages that I’ve gotten in touch with lately. I hope it keeps up. I’ve gotten to where I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to through e-mails and AIM and such before all this.

Ah well. Other than that...not much has happened. I started writing the beginnings of another EQ chapter. But it’s probably barely a page long. I’ll have to see what I’m doing and how I’m feeling tomorrow before I can say how that’ll develop.

Well, I’m really tired and I’ve been fighting off this feeling all day long. I shall now submit to the meds and sleep. Goodnight.

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You Are Dublin Mudslide Ice Cream

You won't remember any of this in the morning

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

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Holy...Quadrupeds! After I finished up my last entry, I decided to go through the paper to see if there were any positions worth applying for. There were two, and I made up a cover letter, envelope, and resume for both of them. I then decided that since I had nothing to do, I might as well start putting the next chapter of the EQ Saga together. Yes, I spent almost all morning reformatting all the chapters that are now on FF.net. But what they hey! Might as well just kill myself by staring at this screen.

Well, needless to say, that didn’t go over very well. So, after I gave myself a colossal headache, I decided to vegg out and just watch TV for a while. I watched The Soup doing their countdown 2005, as all shows seem to be doing lately. That was fun. Agonized over Mom trying to book bus tickets for Bub, which was about as fun as chewing aluminum foil. I tried to point out that she was booking passes for a trip that leaves at 12:10 am, but she was like “Yeah, I know. That works perfectly.” So I was all backing off ‘cause I didn’t want to aggravate the woman. Finally, the thing goes through, and I point it out again and she’s like “Why didn’t you tell me! I thought it was pm!”

Dad finally got the new water heater, but then he needed new pipes. He got the new pipes, but he couldn’t find a thing of pvc pipe glue. So I went to town and got the glue at Lowe’s...only to come back and have him tell me he’d found a spare can he didn’t know he had. /slowly shakes head. It’s a wonder I’m not put on trial at any point for beating my family to death with an iron bat...So, I finally got to relax and eat. Then I watched Wife Swap which had temporarily transformed into Husband Swap with Mom and Dad. Then we watched America’s Funniest Home Videos together, and we all laughed our sorry white arses off.

Then, I jumped on this box, and I started typing away at the next chapter. I don’t know why, but something had changed and this time it just felt right. I finally had reached the end, or as close to the end that I could come without really ticking my own self off, when I remember wondering how long it was. I vaguely glimpsed down towards the bottom of the screen and saw 24/26. I then realized that the whole damn thing was 26 pages long. After doing a word count of just the story (not the end ramble) I came up with 9,934 words. Holy. Clucking. Quadrupeds. /sigh no wonder I’m tired. I mean, there are only like 9 characters in this story (main ones at least) and 7 brand-spanking-new ones that had never even been introduced! But I don’t’ think I’m ready to put it up yet. So I figure, I’ll take some time, edit the thing slowly and carefully, and then I’ll put it up new years day or something. It’ll be a great way to ring in the new year.

Ok, I need to not focus on that for right now though...I need to focus on something else...I’m slightly worried about my Twin-san (animequeen). She was supposed to be moving to her new apartment on Christmas day. Not so much for the moving thing; moving’s always gonna be a hassle that no one’ll ever get used to. I’m more concerned for her index box. Honestly, I’m always worried that I’m clogging the damn thing up. But, she’s yet to curse me out over it, so I’m just gonna assume that we’re good. Even if assuming tends to make an ass out of u and me.

Ok...I think I’ve ranted enough. I’m gonna go and get something to eat, and rewatch Dune till the meds kick in and I come off of this crazy high I’m on. Goodnight.

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