Don't look up to me. I'm insane.
2006-Jun-18, Sunday 07:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msmoonBeware, for I am: 
Grateful
Wow. So today’s Father’s day. Happy D Day to all you Dads out there, btw. I sent my dad an e-mail telling him how proud I was to have him and how grateful. That pretty much sums it up. I have friends that don’t have great relationships with their parents, and I’ve gotta say, I am so blessed. My parents and I get along so well, we enjoy one another’s company (most of the time ^_^), we have different opinions about things (like whether or not having a fan on in a room actually make that room cooler ¬_¬), but overall, we not only love each other we like each other. And that’s a comfort many people just don’t have.
Speaking of how much I ‘enjoy’ my parents, the other day when I came home from work with that migraine, my parents had a surprise for me. Usually I don’t like surprises very much...but that’s on account of how sometimes a surprise involves me somehow being social, and I ain’t ‘zactly the social butterfly. But this was a nice one. They got me the Magic Bullet. You know that blender they’ve been advertising for ages now? I had only been wanting it for a year or so, and Mom said she and Dad were driving and she told him how I wanted it and they could get it at Walgreen’s and he was like ‘Let’s go.’ I was tickled pink. It comes with it’s own cook book right, so there’s all these recipes about how to make chicken salad sandwiches and soups and artichoke dip and of course the cappuccino drinks alone are enough for me. There is a whole frozen drinks section, but I don’t’ like to drink so I figure I can just make myself virgin drinks and enjoy the fruit and such ^_^
The last couple of days haven’t been my best. I’ve kinda been giving myself grief because of my stories. I mean, I have the EQ Saga, which is my Ever Quest fan fiction; and then I have Different from Me, which is my X-men Movie fan fiction and I just don’t feel like I’m putting enough time into either of them. But I’m too tired to do anything about it. Or when I am awake, I don’t feel very creative and can’t write. It’s the darndest thing. Quite a conundrum.
Reiko said she’d be coming back today...said she’s going back to Kansas though. I really don’t know what to think of it anymore. But I’ve come to the conclusion that it doesn’t really matter what I think anymore. I doubt that she honestly cares. It’s funny, ‘cause her mom says that I’m a good role-model for her and everything...I’m just a bit more stable and down-to-earth than her other friends...well, Chibi notwithstanding of course. I don’t feel the slightest bit qualified to be someone’s role-model. There are times I don’t feel very much like a good person...but I do try...I suppose that’s what counts.
I think I’m gonna go and watch some more of Chibi’s Firefly...before she comes back and takes it away. Gotta memorize it while I can, na no da. Goodnight everyone.
Tsume
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