Beware, for I am: 
Loved
Ok, I wouldn’t really be posting, but some cool things happened at church tonight, and that doesn’t happen often so I figured I should post so that if I look back I can remember it. Damn...what a run on. Take a breath, MM.
Ok. So, Aunt Batty came and got Fred not to long before we left for church. I got some final pictures of him, but I’m debating whether I want to actually post them or not. But that’s not the cool thing...Oh yeah! And we had hawks fighting in our yard today! I heard some screeching, and I looked out my window, and there’s this huge hawk just standing on the ground right outside. And he’s screeching and looking around, so I raced to get my camera, but when I got back another hawk dives down and nearly clobbers the first hawk. And then they flew into a tree that was really far away and screeched at each other for a while. Then they stopped. But that wasn’t what was cool either!
OK. Church. So, I get to church, and I start writing. Now, my rule is that I write when people are milling about (it keeps people away if they think you’re busy), and I can write whenever the pastor is preaching (especially if he’s being repetitive and boring), but during the song service I don’t write. Why? Well, because I’ve had moments when I don’t know what to write, and I’ll listen to the words of the songs and get an idea. It’s not even the words of the songs they sing...sometimes it’s just the flow of the beat and the feel of the music...it gets me in the mood. It works so I don’t question it.
So, after the song service started I’m sitting there on the back row, nearest to the corner, where it’s darkest in the entire church (unless I were to find a closet, and then I couldn’t write), when Brother El. Comes over and whaps me on the shoulder. I mean whaps me good too. I nearly fell over. And he teases me and says something like,
“Don’t ignore me! Pay attention!”
Well, luniXman just happened to be walking towards the door right by him, and he kinda playfully shoves El, and he’s like,
“Don’t hit my sister! What are you thinking!”
And Brother El’s all, “She was ignoring me! I don’t have to put up with that!”
And luniXman says, “She wasn’t ignoring you. She was giving you the respect she figured you deserved.” Then he looks at me and says, “Did I say that?”
And I’m like, “Out loud?”
That made my day. It was hilarious. It didn’t help that luniXman was wearing that shirt that looks like the Matrix, and it says “Messiah” and underneath that it says, “Jesus is the One.”
Ok, so next. I wrote 9 pages of the next chapter in the EQ Saga. Yup, that’s right. I wrote out the intro...yup, that’s right, the intro is 9 pages long. Then again, I could type that sucker up and it’d only be like 2 pages on Word. But still! Writing that much is an accomplishment! I looked up and I was like, “What!” because someone was tapping my shoulder and my Dad was like, “Uh, do you wanna go?” and I’m all like, “Oh...uh...yeah. Hold on a sec!” It was amusing. Then we went to Whataburger and I wrote out another half a page after I’d eaten. I think Mom was trying to get me to be social, but I was there for two things: to eat, and to write. If they want me to be social, they can come and sit with me.
So that was my night. I’ve already taking my pills (with some hot coffee because I was coughing my longues up), and I’m gonna go and shower quick, before the sleeping pills kick in. Hmm, I wonder if taking sleeping pills with coffee would be considered redundant...
Goodnight!
Masculine
You scored 50 masculinity and 46 femininity! |
| You scored high on masculinity and low on femininity. You have a traditionally masculine personality. |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 22% on masculinity | | You scored higher than 15% on femininity |
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.../LOL!
MM
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