msmoon: (BC - You gotta be kidding)

Oh, so much to bitch about and no signal... darn. Good thing I can type up stuff and vent, and then post it to LJ later. Otherwise, I'd have no outlet... Well, it's Friday night, and we've survived the first official day of the family reunion. I'm feeling better today than I was yesterday - heck, I'm feeling better tonight than I was this morning (even if I can't help thinking 'I can't wait till Sunday' over and over and over).


We finally got the kitchen around 1, and all the ladies went in and unpacked as much as they needed and began cooking. Mom knew that I was feeling bad, so she told me to find our cabins and unpack our clothes and such. She gave my cousin Patricia the key to unlock the bunkhouse and all the cabins, and I agreed to follow her and just plah-kay myself down in whichever one of the cabins I choose. So, Pat, Jerry (Bernadine's youngest) and I dissembarked. I was in my little car (which reeked of rotten watermelon) and Pat and Jerry were in Pat's big diesel truck. They lead and I followed through the twisting labyrinth that is Chicot State Park. Finally we came upon Cabins 1-5. So, we parked on the side of the road and went over to cabin 1 to try and unlock it. It wouldn't unlock. We tried again. Still, no go. We went over to cabin 2 and faced the same thing.


So...we left my car parked where it was and went back to the front office. Pat explained our problem and then returned to the truck laughing. Turns out, there are 5 cabins behind the kitchen (where we were originally)...... so, we went and got my car, and then went back to the group area. We trekked back to the 'cabins'. It was pathetic. They were little rooms, each with six bunk beds and an AC. That was it. There was a separate building that had mens and womens shower stalls and toilets (two of each). We were told that all these facilities were self contained (meaning furnished with everything you would need)... they aren't. The beds are almost entirely bare. The kitchen, though full of pots and pans, had no seasonings, plates, forks, knives, spoons or glasses. When we told Mom, she was so disappointed and frustrated, she looked like she might cry. I know for a fact that she wanted to. We tried to make light of it, and assure her that we could handle it anyway, but she was still upset by it. Still, they were busy making the gumbo and potato salad for that night, so she had something to occupy herself with... otherwise, she would've thought about it too much and been more upset. You know how that is.


Technically, we got this place at a great deal. It isn't cheap by any means, but it's cheap in comparison for what we want. But still, the pictures of the cabins online are the pictures of plush places, with sofas and beds and flat screen TVs. Not wall-to-wall bunk beds and communal bathrooms. Mom's worked hard to pull this together, and it's upsetting to see so little be supplied considering how much she's put into it.


Most easily put, I hate this place. I'm still sick, though not feverish, so at least that isn't a worry. But still. I'm the type of person that likes my own space. Bunk beds are confining. And the fact that I can't have privacy in a shower... That's just my own private hell. If I were perfectly healthy, I would hate this place.


We've managed to borrow sleeping bags from those that came more prepared. Still. It just isn't what we'd thought it'd be.


Oh well. I'm absolutely exhausted, and it's terribly freezing in here. Goodnight, Sunshines =..=

 


 




You Are "Across the Universe"



You are spiritual, deep, and at peace. You try to keep life in perspective.

You can't help but realize how small you are in the universe. You're just thankful you exist.



You tend to be a stream of consciousness thinker. You just let your thoughts flow, even when they don't make sense initially.

You trust your intuition to guide you. You know that whatever is in your heart is right and true.


 


Yaviel Isilmiel

msmoon: (Firefly - Messy)
Phew…I feel much beter now. Well, emotionally better. My physical health still isn’t worth crap (^.^). I finally got a chance to talk to Scamp, and since neither of us were angry with the other, everything turned out all right! I suppose I need to watch out when I’m typing and I’m emotional…I tend to not be all conclusive. But she read what I wrote and I read what she wrote about forgetting about her family on her Dad’s side, and thought, “…wait, I’m on her Dad’s side …uh oh…” and thought she was mad. And being at work all day, I couldn’t really call...I suppose I could’ve but I would’ve wanted to stay on the phone and gaber on about whatever might be going on at the time. But it’s really good to know it wasn’t me she was upset with.


What doesn’t feel good, is knowing that she wont be able to come with me to the Gathering in June. So, I have an extra ticket and I’m gonna have to contact the nice people at the gathering to see if I can get a refund….or….I suppose if my Twin decides that she can make it, I could ask them to change the name and give it to her! At least that way, I wouldn’t be all by my self at the gathering!....not that…I could be by myself at a gathering…but…well…you know. No one I know would be there….or people I know and stalk would be there, but no one I know personally….right…that. So anyway! If that doesn’t work….well…I dunno. I guess I could just go down the list of who I could invite and if no one wants to go with me, I could ask for a refund. Whatever happens, happens.


Work’s kinda picked up recently. Or maybe I’m just feeling Lacey’s absence. The new girl, Ashley, came in a little while ago to be introduced to us and talk with Mrs. Ellen….I don’t know why though. I mean, she’s gonna meet us all Monday, why not just let her meet us then. Not that she hasn’t already met us. Maybe I didn’t explain this. Ok, so Ashley is actually a young lady that worked downstairs (but we won’t hold that against her ^.^) and had to quit because they changed her hours and she lives farther away than most and can’t make it at the early time they had her down for. So, she had to quit, but then we came across her resume and asked if she was interested. Evidently she was. So now, she’s going to be sitting at my old desk. I think she’s going to be taking care of scanning and sorting mail...and collection calls and phones. I have states and document management (whatever that means). But hey, someone else has to do phones. I’m down with that.


Mom and I were talking about me moving into the Nexus. I said it would probably be best if I hurried up and bought everyone their Christmas / Birthday gifts now, so that when I move in I wouldn’t have to worry about it. Because, I’m going to be living on a limited budget there, and I won’t be able to afford much. Once I set up my budget and get to the point where things even out, then I can start having more fun with the house and not worrying so much about spending. But first thing to do is just achieve that stability. So, I can’t think about gifts. So, now I have to make a list of everyone that I always buy gifts for (Dad, Mom, Bub, Scamp, Chibi and Reiko), and buy them gifts…the only good thing, is that Reiko’s birthday’s already passed, so all I have to worry about is her Christmas present. I already have something for Scamp too...I don’t know if it’ll be Christmas or Birthday (I’m thinking Christmas). I don’t think Twin-san and I have bought each other presents since…well, I think since she got married, cuz she was living on a fixed income too. I did try to buy her something for her last birthday….what was it?...oh! It was the first season of Stargate! I got it on Amazon, then they took forever and a month after I bought it, they told me that they were out of stock and couldn’t ship it =.= So yeah…I took that as an omen….damn, Amazon. So yeah. The plan, is to buy for the important people now...


That is all that is going on so far. I shall talk to you peoples later. G’bye, Sunshines.

 


 


You Are Most Like Miranda!

While you've had your fair share of romance, men don't come first
Guys are a distant third to your friends and career.
And this independence *is* attractive to some men, in measured doses.
Remember that if you imagine the best outcome, it might just happen.


Romantic prediction: Someone from your past is waiting to reconnect...

But you'll have to think of him differently, if you want things to work.

 



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