Foggy Day

[msmoon]

I feel like I should post…and at the same time, I don’t feel like posting. I hate it when that happens. Suffice to say, I’m just not feeling well right now. I has a really bad head ache, and then my stomach started hurting. I took some medicine for the headach and ate (Mom made Chicken soup last night, which is really great because I don’t know that my stomach could handle much else). Now I feel drugged, down and just not well. I didn’t even finish all my soup...I wanted to. It’s not bad soup. But I couldn’t make myself keep eating. Don’t you hate it when that happens? Oh well. More for later I suppose.

Um...yeah, so things to post about. My aunt Annie is in the hospital in Lafayette. Mom said a lot of things that I didn’t really understand fully or just didn’t want to understand. Words like A fib, blood clott, stroke, high blood pressure...Mom’s headed out there today with my cousin Angel (Aunt Annie’s daughter). It’s not that I’m particularly close to Aunt Annie...in fact, I’m not; but, it’s one of my mom’s sisters. And I know it really bothers her...so it bothers me. Mom’s the soft-hearted type (and I am too, deep down, I’m just better at making you think I’m not), and I’m very empathetic towards her…and anyone else I care about really.

Scamp isn’t doing wonderful either. She left me some voice messages (many thanks, Scampers) and mentioned that she’s sick. Of course, it could just be that her emotional health is affecting her physical health (happens to me all the time). It’s no less real than any other sickness, just harder to heal and/or treat. Questions that I used to always ask are taboo now...not so much in that it’s bad to ask them, but just because I know it hurts her and I don’t want to cause any undue stress. I don’t bother commenting on or asking about certain topics anymore, because I know I can’t say anything to make it better and I don’t want to say anything that might make it worse. Alfred Lord Tennyson’s one trippy fella. That’s all I gotta say.

Pyramid collection is sending me my Mermaid door topper…but not my callendar…wtf mates? Also, I’m getting my salt & papers shaker holder and bottle holder but not my incense burner box or napkin holder...I don’t know who would possibly want to be me, but today isn’t a good day to be MM.

Oh well. Lunch break’s almost over…I’m gonna just suck it up and try to get through this day. Later, Sunshines.

 

 

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