Hello from the Darkness
2004-Dec-09, Thursday 07:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
msmoonWell here I am again...Lord knows I take the longest breaks from this journal >.<' But I figured I'd better write now or I might not write for a much longer time.
So, here's what's been going on, or what soon will be. We're having our Christmas on the 13th of December. Many reasons back this decision. My dad is going off shore on the 16th and I'm going to the hospital on the 14th. On the 13th I go for my blood work but I have no idea how we're gonna work our Christmas around that. I assume that once we get back from the doctor's office we'll eat and have our X-mas, 'cause I have to fast for the blood work and all.
So we finally got to a doctor who knows what they're talking about. Doctor Kelly and the Omega institute tells me that the Depo provera shots don't always help and they're obviously not helping me. We did a lapscope again and my condition is the same - if not slightly worse from the last lapscope I had four years ago. The depo shots were supposed to keep that in check but it turns out that Endo isn't dependant on estrogen; it's just sensitive to it. So it can continue to cause problems. So on the 14th I'll be undergoing this huge surgery where they open me up and scrape out the lining of my organs that the endo is growing on. They say I'll need at least four weeks to recover.
So, yeah that's why I might not be posting for yet another long while. The doc says that he's gonna insert a tube that pumps anesthetic over the organs into my abdomen...Lovely. Anyway. What's new with you people? Yeah.
Now next semester should be fun. I'm taking six classes O.O; Yeah. I'll be taking 17 credit hours and if I can pull it off, I'll be graduating. I can't wait. I've come to find a certain measure of contentment with my job (except for when I work Game Room =.=) but still I long for the simple yet slightly more plush job of a secretary.
I'm still trying to push myself and write more, but I'm slightly disappointed in the fact that I've let a lot of my other stories drop...Especially the EQ Stories. I keep trying to pick those up and I've always forgotten where I left off. And I am still trying to organize my world. I keep making things harder for myself. Oh well...I'll just keep at it and we'll see where that goes.
I suppose that's all for now. Make bets on when I'll post next. But for now, I've got a test early tomorrow morning. Ja.
-MM
So, here's what's been going on, or what soon will be. We're having our Christmas on the 13th of December. Many reasons back this decision. My dad is going off shore on the 16th and I'm going to the hospital on the 14th. On the 13th I go for my blood work but I have no idea how we're gonna work our Christmas around that. I assume that once we get back from the doctor's office we'll eat and have our X-mas, 'cause I have to fast for the blood work and all.
So we finally got to a doctor who knows what they're talking about. Doctor Kelly and the Omega institute tells me that the Depo provera shots don't always help and they're obviously not helping me. We did a lapscope again and my condition is the same - if not slightly worse from the last lapscope I had four years ago. The depo shots were supposed to keep that in check but it turns out that Endo isn't dependant on estrogen; it's just sensitive to it. So it can continue to cause problems. So on the 14th I'll be undergoing this huge surgery where they open me up and scrape out the lining of my organs that the endo is growing on. They say I'll need at least four weeks to recover.
So, yeah that's why I might not be posting for yet another long while. The doc says that he's gonna insert a tube that pumps anesthetic over the organs into my abdomen...Lovely. Anyway. What's new with you people? Yeah.
Now next semester should be fun. I'm taking six classes O.O; Yeah. I'll be taking 17 credit hours and if I can pull it off, I'll be graduating. I can't wait. I've come to find a certain measure of contentment with my job (except for when I work Game Room =.=) but still I long for the simple yet slightly more plush job of a secretary.
I'm still trying to push myself and write more, but I'm slightly disappointed in the fact that I've let a lot of my other stories drop...Especially the EQ Stories. I keep trying to pick those up and I've always forgotten where I left off. And I am still trying to organize my world. I keep making things harder for myself. Oh well...I'll just keep at it and we'll see where that goes.
I suppose that's all for now. Make bets on when I'll post next. But for now, I've got a test early tomorrow morning. Ja.
-MM
