Cannot Has Enthusiasm

[msmoon]

I was so tired all yesterday...I was dazed through church, and just…exhausted. I went home, showered and went straight to bed...it really did not take long for me to fall asleep. I woke up this morning still feeling so tired. It’s like I just can’t shake it. I don’t remember anything that happened yesterday...I mean, I know yesterday happened (it’s on my calendar -..-) but...everything’s a blur. I don’t really remember any details.../shrug.

Of course, the most obvious explanation is that I’m getting closer to bloody hell week, which should start some time over the weekend. I’m never feeling great around that time, but I don’t know if I’m this exhausted all the time...I but then, since my memory isn’t worth much right now, I imagine I forget every time that comes around, vaguely knowing that I’m miserable and in pain, but overall forgetting everything that that entails. Yay for me.

And today is Thursday...and for the first time since Season 4 started, I honestly want to get on and play WoW more than I want to see tonight’s episode. That’s the freedom of iTunes I suppose. I want to see what happens with my boys...but the fair is only gonna be in Mulgore so long – I think there’s only 3 more days till it’s over. And then Hallow’s End starts on the 18th! …Once again, I have no idea what this holiday entails exactly, but I’m sure it’ll be fun. I do know that it’s a celebration of when the Forsaken (playable Undead characters) broke off from the Scourge (NPC undead, forced into the service of the Lich King). I do know also, that there’s trick-or-treating at the inns, and that the Alliance and Hoard take turns playing tricks on each other...

...somehow, that went from me talking about upcoming Supernatural to everything WoW...how’d that happen? /slaps ADD.

But yeah. I want to see the episode tonight, but I want to play WoW more. Plus, it’ll help me be less anxious if I actually buy the episode on iTunes. It’s odd, but I’m so anxious if I’m just watching the episode as it’s aired on TV. I keep wishing I could fast forward through the commercials and such, like when you’re watching a scary movie in the theater and you watch from behind the cracks in your fingers. But if I have it on my iTunes, I feel relaxed. I dunno if that’s my OCD kicking in, wanting to control everything and all, but it can be very weird. But there’s so much that’s gonna happen in this episode (or at least that’s what the teaser/trailer implied), I’d probably feel much better if it was on iTunes. This doesn’t mean that I won’t turn on my TV at 8:00 tonight on channel 11. That way at least they’ll get ratings and I’ll hear – from a distance – what’s going on.

I have plans to hang out with Misty on the 18th. We just...haven’t really spent tons of time with each other, so we figure we’ll meet at Applebee’s and have lunch there and then walk it off at Target and then at the Mall. Even though I’m getting paid the day before, I don’t expect to have a lot of money, but definitely enough for a good lunch, some dessert (because they have awesome desserts), and then the walking around would just be window shopping. I’ve really been trying to save up my money, and it’s times like these when I have plans to actually splurge that I’m thankful for it. By the time my next check comes in, all my bills will be paid and I’ll be saving most of it (and spending the rest on Christmas gifts =..=)...it’s very nice to actually have something to do...my weekends are usually spent cleaning a little while loafing about the house, entertaining my own self. It’s very peaceful, don’t get me wrong, but a little change certainly wouldn’t hurt.

I guess that’s all for now. I’ll write later, Sunshines.

 

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