I'm not that shy...seriously...

Well…I feel much better. Yesterday was a little rough if only because I felt out of the loop with my cousin. She was going through a lot after coming home, and it always bothers me that I can’t be there for her when she’s home and going through this crap. I mean, we rant and rave when we’re together about our problems...it makes things easier, even if it doesn’t always solve anything. Doing this over e-mail isn’t quite the same. But she’s getting a bit better, and that helps.

I think I’ve discovered that I’m entirely too shy. I mean, I kinda went to the Gargoyles convention to see people like myself that I admire…and to buy cool swag from the dealers’ room. And I did… I saw them…I didn’t really meet them. I even got the chance to talk to them (those I was brave enough to approach), but for people like

crzydemona …I just sorta stared, petrified, in my corner/chair/whatever. How lame is that? I did manage to meet Kth-Dragon and Vox Mortuum. That was extremely cool. So, I think I’ve resolved to try and be a little more assertive. I’m really not that shy…but, I guess I keep thinking that if I were to e-mail these people, I’d be bothering them =.= Damn me and my self esteem issues.

 

I swear, my Gathering 2007 entry will be coming soon. I just have written up so much that it’s taking forever to type =.= Other than these three things, nothing much is going on in my life right now. Still a looser by all accounts ^.^ So, see ya’ll later, sunshines.

 

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You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality. You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex. You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular. Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!). Deep down you are: Dependable and modest Your partying style: Understated and polite Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

What Kind of Wine Are You?

 

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