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Exhaustion didn't 'Set In', it Never Left =..=
2010-Jan-31, Sunday 02:07 pmI rarely ever post here it seems. I mean... I do, technically, post a lot… with Twitter or You Tube. But it’s not the same as a written out entry. Still, very rarely do things happen in life that I think are important enough to tell everyone about, but not important enough to film and put into a You Tube video...but too important to just Tweet about =..= does that make sense? Like… on the level of importance there’s Twitter, LJ and You Tube. If something’s random or fairly important and I can sum it up easily, I’ll Tweet it. Tweeting is fast and easy and pretty much effortless. If I get an idea for something and I think it’s important enough, I’ll go through the (sometimes grueling) process of making it a vlog episode for You Tube. But an LJ entry is almost as much work as vloging. Sure there aren’t as many steps and programs to go through, but I still have to order out my thoughts and try to compose them in a logical manner. And many times, I write out something, only to reread it and think “Well this sucks” and just delete it and not post at all. Of course, if something isn’t really important enough to film, I usually just Tweet it -..- I think I’m talking (typing?) myself around in circles. Oi vey.
I was gonna ask if anyone had any ideas of what I could do in upcoming episodes of my vlog. I mean, I have ideas, but I’m sure people who know me could come up with topics too. I’m far too miniscule to get fan mail or anything, so I have to ask everyone to give me topics or ideas :3 Does anyone have an idea of anything they’d like to see me do or talk about (within reason)? I’d really like to hear thoughts of others concerning the vlog, since very few people actually comment on it for good or ill. I really wouldn’t mind feedback, even in the critical sense as long as it’s constructive and all. Any comments that sounds like ‘lol, u suxors’ will be ignored/deleted though -..- But, yeah. I’m open to ideas. Anyone?
Right now, I have the biggest urge to just delete all this and not post… I dunno if it’s the fact that I’m just exhausted, or if I don’t think it’s worth the post...but I think I’ll go ahead and post it anyway. At least everyone will know I’m alive and where my head’s at :)
I woke up this morning around 9:30 and I was exhausted, but I thought maybe if I got up, moved around a bit, got some coffee in me, I’d be ok. So I tried that. The internet kept failing on me, so I wasn’t really able to listen to Casually Hardcore like I had wanted, but that’s life here it seems. Around 11ish, I couldn’t fight it anymore, so I went to bed. I woke up around 1, and... I was more tired than I had been before. Mom seems to think that I’m anemic or something, which is a possibility I’m sure. But no matter how much Dr. Oz she watches, I still don’t know if I’d consider her opinion definitively medical. I think she and Dad want to find something wrong just so they can find out how to treat it and I can be healthier and happier. I’m beginning to wonder how people who have nothing wrong with them live... Not in the sense that ‘how can they find a way to go on?’ thing, but more of ‘hm...I wonder what that’s like’. That’s right. I think of a perfectly healthy person as if they were a foreigner. Then I realize how weird that is.
And now...I’m so tired and I can’t even think straight. Suppose it’s good that I got this much done. I may try to keep myself awake by sprucing up or something... until a logical option is available, I shall continue to use the weather as a scapegoat for my laziness :3 Later, Sunshines.
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