'cause there's nothing else to do

Beware, for I am: Apathetic

Because I don’t have anything to post about.

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What is your name: Tracie
Are you named after anyone: Not that I’m aware of
What’s your screen name: Wouldn’t you like to know
Would you name a child of yours after you: Yes, but with a unique spelling...maybe Treici
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be: Dick Tracy?
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be: ...I don’t have that many friends.
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly: My collage advisor still spells my name Tracey.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous: Maybe.

Basics
Gender: F
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Single: Agonizingly
If not, do you want to be: Huh?
Birth date: 10 – 06 – 83
Your age: 22
Age you act: I’ll average it out and get back to you.
Age you wish you were: Age is just a number, dude.
Your height: 5 ft 6
Eye color: Blue-gray
Happy with it: It’s all I have from my grandmother
Hair: Light brown / dark blond / strawberry dirty blond altogether.
Happy with it: *shrugs* it’s just hair.
Lefty / Righty / Ambidextrous: Rightey-o
Your living arrangements: Me, Mom, & Dad in a nice house on 2 acres.
Your family: full of crazy people
Have any pets: Besides my parents...?
What’s your job: I’ll let you know when I find out
Piercing: are of the devil ^_____^
Tattoos: Nope
Obsessions: Quite a few.
Addictions: Wouldn’t that be slightly incriminating?
Do you speak another language: Fluent in pig-latin & Gooblesmack
Have a favorite quote: Several
Do you have a web page: Several -.-‘

Deep thought about life and you in it
Do you live in the moment: probably not
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: yes
Do you have secrets: Who doesn’t?
Do you hate yourself: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting: Yes, but no one else does
Do you have any bad habits: Several
What is the compliment that you get from most people: I don’t get many
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called: There and Back again: The Journal of a Crazy White Chick
What’s your biggest fear: Being late and/or unprepared
Can you sing: Yeah but it doesn’t sound great.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: Not really
Are you a loner: depends on the people in the room…but yes, from time to time
What are your #1 priorities in life: releasing my creative demons upon the world
If you were another person, would you be friends with you: ...no...I might be scared of me.
Are you a daredevil: No
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: You want a list?
Are you passive or aggressive: Somewhere in between but leaning more to passive
Do you have a journal: of course
What is your greatest strength and weakness: wouldn’t you like to know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be: That I could do anything perfectly just by setting my hand to it. Kinda broad, but if you’re gonna wish, wish big.
Do you think you are emotionally strong: Most of the time.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: yeah. I never should’ve let that witch live...
Do you think life has been good so far: ...if it has I’d hate to see what bad is like...
What is the most important lesson you’ve learned from life: That I’d better look out for myself cause no one else will.
What do you like most about your body: its attitude.
And least: ...everything else.
Do you think you are good looking: no.
Are you confident: no
What fictional character are you most like: Daria Morgendorpher
Are you perceived wrongly: sometimes.

Do you...
Smoke: no
Do drugs: who the hell would say yes to this?
Read the newspaper: no
Pray: occasionally
Go to church: yes
Talk to strangers who IM you: no
Sleep with stuffed animals: no
Take walks in the rain: no, but I enjoy watching it rain from inside.
Talk to people even though you hate them: no
If you were another person, would you be friends with you: ...no...I might be scared of me.
Drive: yes
Like to drive fast: no

Would or have you ever...
Liked your voice: uh...yeah...
Hurt yourself: Purposefully? No. On accident? Yeah.
Been out of the country: no
Eaten something that made other people sick: yeah, cooked squid.
Been in love: I don’t think it was love...even though I still feel it.
Done drugs: only prescription and only when absolutely needed.
Gone skinny dipping: no
Had a medical emergency: Several
Had surgery: 5 counting tonsils
Ran away from home: no
Played strip poker: no but my characters do it just to aggravate me.
Gotten beat up: A few times when I went to school. 6th and 7th grade were the worst...that’s probably why my parents decided to home school me.
Beaten someone up: no
Been picked on: yeah
Been on stage: yeah
Slept outdoors: not by choice
Thought about suicide: no
Pulled an all-nighter: no
If yes, what is your record: ...
Gone one day without food: yes, for those surgeries you asked about earlier
Talked on the phone all night: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually have sex: uh..I don’t sleep with the opposite sex. I take up too much of the bed.
Slept all day: I’m sure I have, I just can’t remember when.
Killed someone: once again, this is incriminating, and no I’m not dodging the subject.
Made out with a stranger: no
Had sex with a stranger: no
Thought you’re going crazy: been there and back again
Kissed the same sex: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex: no
Been betrayed: who hasn’t
Had a dream that came true: no
Met a famous person: the Krat Brothers
Have you ever killed an animal by accident: no
On purpose: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn’t tell: no
Stolen anything: perhaps without realizing it.
Been on radio/tv: no
Been in a mosh-pit: no
Had a nervous breakdown: no
Bungee jumped: no
Had a dream that kept coming back: no

Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets: it’s possible
Miracles: yes
Astrology: No one’s truly explained the in’s and out’s of astrology to me, so no.
Magic: sure, why not.
God: yeah
Satan: yeah
Ghosts: yeah
Luck: not really
Love at first sight: no
Yin and Yang (that good can’t exist without bad): no
Witches: does it matter if I believe in them? I mean, they’re real so what does it matter whether I believe in them or not?
Easter bunny: no
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever: that would depend on the individual in question.
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow: No. But the rainbow’s awfully pretty.
Do you wish on stars: not anymore

Deep theological questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell: No one’s ever explained the other views of heaven and hell, so yeah.
Do you think god has a gender: yes “God said, let us make man in our own image” therefore I believe got to be male.
Do you believe in organized religion: Once again, does organized religion need my belief to exist?
Where do you think we go when we die: depends on who you know.

b>Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: yeah
Who’s your best friend: sad to say she lives two states away and we hardly ever talk...
Who’s the one person that knows most about you: probably my mom...and I’m not sure if that speaks highly of my mom or pathetically of me...
What’s the best advice that anyone has given you: “It’s not about having the time to do what you want. It’s about making the time to do what you love.” – Mom
Favorite inside joke: “Wasabi” or anything from Red vs. Blue
Thing your picked on most about: my obsession with my characters
Who’s your longest known friend: ...I think that’d be Chibi
Newest: uh...to be honest? I think it’d be Rattgirl...
Shyest: Chibi
Funniest: Twin-san
Sweetest: Chibi
Closest: ...a cross between Chibi & Twin-san
Weirdest: We’re pretty much all freakin weird
Smartest: Good question...
Ditziest: Reiko
Friends you miss being close to the most: all of them
Last person you talked to online: Twin-san
Who do you talk to most online: ...Twin-san
Who are you on the phone with most: in the words of the great Chibi “Phones are ee~eevil”
Who do you trust most: Probably Twin-san...or Chibi…
Who listens to your problems: I think they all do...even Reiko at times...when she’s around
Who do you fight most with: Probably Reiko...though I don’t know if I’d call it ‘fighting’ in the conventional sense
Who’s the nicest: Chibi
Who’s the most outgoing: Reiko
Who’s the best singer: this is made for people with lots of friends isnt’ it?..uh..Chibi...cause she sings the most?
Who’s on your shit-list: I don’t think I have enough friends to have a bonified shit-list.
Have you ever thought about having sex with a friend: ...ew...
Who’s your second family: I don’t need a second family.
Do you always feel understood: hell no
Who’s the loudest friend: ...probably a tie between Twin-san and Reiko.
Do you trust others easily: no
Who’s house were you last at: mine..
Name one person who’s arms you feel save in: no one
Do your friends know you: they probably think they do...
Friend that lives farthest away: Rattgirl...Iowa beats out Georgia...

Love and All that
Do you consider love a mistake: Depends
What do you find romantic: Someone who doesn’t judge me...
Turn on: considerate people
Turn off: shallow, self-absorbed people
First Kiss: never been
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel: guilty
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I think I’d like to know them first, yes.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to as a guy out: no
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking: no
What is the best about the opposite sex: How...even though it sometimes feels like we’re from different worlds we still belong together...we still fit somehow.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: You want a list? Well, that’ll take a while...
What’s the last present someone gave you: Hmm...I think it would’ve had to be a birthday present from my Mom.
Do you consider your significant other hot: I’ll let you know when I meet him...
Who was the last person...
That haunted you: ...Waterfalls?
You wanted to kill: My brother.
That you laughed at: probably Twin-san.
That laughed at you: everyone laughs at me. Probably my Dad this morning
That turned you on: Vin Diesle?
You went shopping with: Grocery shopping with Dad count?
That broke your heart: you cant break something that isn’t there
To disappoint you: Reiko
To ask you out: Uh...if girl friends count then Nahla. A year ago. When I was in college.
To make you cry: No one
To brighten your day: ...no one
That you thought about: Cassi..she was chasing those damn ducks again...
You saw a movie with: Mom. Chronicles of Narnia. Movie rocks imho
You talked to on the phone: Um, my Aunt Carolyn on my mom’s side
You talked to through IM/ICQ: Twin-san
You saw: Mom
You lost: my grandmother

Right this moment
Are you going out: no
Will it be with your significant other: uh...see above.
Or some random person: *sigh* that’s not even a complete question
What are you wearing right now: My “Anime: My Anti-drug” shirt and some jeans
Body part you’re touching right now: ...um...I’m not really touching any body parts right now…I’m typing, that means my fingers are a tad busy on the keyboard, don’t ya know.
What are you worried about right now: Getting a job
What book are you reading: Uh, my own
What’s on your mouse pad: A picture of the universe
Use 5 words to describe how you feel right now: tired, worried, confused, stupid, inadequate
Are you bored: A little
Are you tired: mind-numbingly so
Are you talking to anyone online: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone: *sigh* no
Are you lonely or content: lonely trying to make myself content
Are you listening to music: no.

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