msmoon | Show me the way to go home....I'm tired and I want to go to bed. I had a little drink ....

Hi Minna. It’s been a couple of days, but I’m fine. I’m not getting on line as much as I used to. I’m helping mom around the house and reading more of my bible and stuff. I usually don’t talk much about my religion because I know no one wants it forced on him or her. So I stay quiet and when someone asks I’m there to at least try and help.

So what’s been going on? Nothing at all. I went to Chibi’s the other day and we spent the day together. It was a lot of fun, but she’s going on vacation again so I can’t see her for a while again. I told her to call or write when she got back so we could get together again. I’ll expect an e-mail…she hates phones.

Mom wasn’t going to go to church tonight ‘cause she wasn’t feeling good at all. My brother’s once again behind me watching TV. Mom asked him to go to church with us and he said no. Well he said yes at first then when he found out we were leaving within the next few minutes he changed his mind. It’s funny but I love my big brother but I can’t respect him. I’ve tried I really have. But I can’t. He’s the same now as he was when he was younger. He can’t save his money at all, so he goes without a lot of stuff and ends up using us. I mean my brother’s 31 and acts 13. I should be looking up to him but with all the bad choices he makes I find I can’t. Mom told me tonight that it upsets her that her 17-year-old daughter is more mature than her 31 year old son. And I suppose that’s why I can’t respect him. Oh well, till someone tells him about it or till he just can’t go any more he’ll do what he’s been doing. Stay around the house between Monday and Thursday sometimes Friday. Then on the weekends go out and DJ. At least that’s what he does when dad’s not in that is. He and dad clash ‘cause Thomas thinks he’s a man and should be able to do anything he wants and Dad is the man of the house and wont let anyone walk on his authority. So when dad comes in Thomas makes himself scarce and when dad’s out Thomas comes to our house watches out TV, lays around all day and eats our food.

Oh well, on a lighter note tomorrow’s Thursday and I might get to see my Twin-san tomorrow so that always makes my day. And then Saturday isn’t too far ahead and that means X-men Evolution if kids WB isn’t all weird again. So I’ll write later Minna. Ja.